AI
g lot, my car sitting in t
hell and back, a few dents here, a scratched bumper th
nd as much as I ha
ing wheel, and forced myself to start the engine. Th
uldn't give ou
at the nursing home had ended earlier than expected, and while mos
ing forward t
and, sprawled out on the couch, a half-empty bottle of something cheap
ing the same clothes I'd seen him in this m
never had a
orking myself to the bone to keep the roof over our heads, the lights on, and food
ears. It was always the same cycle-wake up before the sun, work myself to ex
uld pay them. I couldn't remember the last time I'd b
part was t
was my fault. Like I wasn't doing enough. Like
d, it was never enough to get
A life I'd wanted to get out of f
sically, emotionally, mentally. There were days I thought about quitting
d the thought of startin
over a pothole. I'd been stuck in this life for so lo
ike this, scraping by, giving everything I h
e. I just didn't know
o lazy to turn it off during the day. I let out a breath, climbed out o
into the living room. It was dark, but I didn't n
at's sh
eer bottles tipped over, no dirty socks litter
lief I felt-so
er into the ho
ot
ryw
hot pink thing I wouldn't be caught dead in were scattered acro
art d
ck
breaths coming sharp and uneven. I didn
I ha
d for the bedroom door ha
my g
ed in front of him, her face buried in the mattress
ped her hair so hard his knuckles were white, and
'd been punch
acked throu
u KIDDI
oze mid-
o cover herself. Devin turned his head to look at me, his expression blank, as if
r
, as if he had the ri
s audacit
y voice low, shaking with fury
gy drained out of me, leaving b
Didn't even look ashamed. He just stood there, completely bare-assed, s
like," Devin muttered,
vibrating off the walls. "Oh, so you're not railin
k into the mattress, let out a tiny squ
, and hurled it across the room. It hit
barked, stumbl
n't c
went flying toward the girl, missing her by a foot,
apped, my voice
air and wide, deer-in-headlights eyes fumbled for the sheets as s
she doesn't get
th all the grace of a newborn deer. I spotted h
her. The lacy thing smacked her sh
the room, clutching her clothes to
ging on a pair of boxer shorts like the
ind," he muttered under his
're the one fucking a stranger in my bed while I'm o
down. You're o
in like a knife, slicing through th
reac
home exhausted every single day while you remain sprawled on the couch, drunk like a fool! I've been breaking my back t
scoffed, running a hand through his unkempt hai
him, my ch
time
g inside me snapping into
to the closet, yanking open the door
ed, watching as I grabbed my duffel bag and
tuffing jeans, shirts, and anything else I could g
, he actually laughed as if I'd just told
ripping a sweater so tightl
you get a say in this? Beca
expressio
ain
oo long. I worked while you drank. I stayed while you did nothing. And I gave you
away, zipping up my bag with finality. Slinging it over my
ne," he muttered bitterly
ust enough to glanc
thing I regret is not
lked out, slamming
y. I didn't
time in year