ainst your skin like a warning. Trees stood tall and still, as if holding their breath, and the lake shimmered under the gray cl
way. The scent of cedarwood lingered in the walls, mixed with something sharper, like rust-or fear. The room was dim, l
aid, his voice d
re was nothing. Only cold control. I moved to the bed and lay d
he whisper of the wind outside. My fingers gripped the edges of the mattres
his hands like the sound of doom. Two thitting up slightly. "You
eady steps, eyes dark with something I couldn't name. He chained my wrists to the headboard firs tr
climbed on
His movements were rough, every touch laced with domination rather than desire. Pain blossomed instantly,
voice shattering into sobs
thrust was agony, and the weight of him felt like being buried alive. My body convulsed in respon
, deeply-I felt death's breath against my face. My vision blurred, blackness cl
moments, my
d. My spirit curled up in a corner, trying not to look. I saw death
emed to say.
his hand. Someth
the bed, shaking and sore. I couldn't move. I didn't want to. The sheets were st
oom, and I wa
with t
e memory of w
of my own breathing
aning anymore. Eventually, I curled into myself,
ted
unning, for not fighting harder,
ouse had died. And the woman left be
-
ved on while I stayed frozen in place. The lake, visible through the cracked windowpan
ured. He returned like nothing had happened. He carried a tr
table and looked down a
eat," he s
, and my mind was too broken
pond, he sighed a
ogy. No remorse. Jus
oom. I nearly collapsed trying to stand under the shower. The water was cold, but it didn't matter. Nothing mattered.
er, circling the dra
eflection didn't look like me. Hollow eyes. Swollen lips. Bruises bloomin
hen I
collapsed to the cold tile floor, my cries muffled by the towel
creamed
-
food, medicine, silence. Sometimes he watched me as I ate, sometimes he didn
saw not just the man who hurt me
en the inside of a cereal box I found in the cabinet. Anything
ering what had made him this way. And if
re if I wan
rev
thing: I'd su
g meant becoming
-
d said nothing. He sat at the edge of the be
most admiringly. "Most would
, my voice a wh
o a dark smile. "No
sed to give him the s
ed fearing him... was the
he day this ca
the day he
I would become the th
y came, he would
sed in pleasure?
silence? That's what