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ought we had built someth

ment he said was on his lapt

ances' folder, Sa

enough, but next to it, an

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ng, laughing, living a life I didn'

not actual journal entries, but no

started

rk now. Bought Sarah flowers today, the big bou

he bought me after my promotion,

ed Sarah about our future, if she sees us married. S

breath catchi

ry gesture I had cherished, w

eautiful. I need to do something, anything. Maybe I should ask Sarah to marr

nger, wasn't for me, it was a desperat

ears,

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