nty-two, my suburban New Jersey lif
e assistant," a title as flimsy as her tight dr
Rick, was completely under Brenda's spell, treati
dim, powerless, full of a qui
y desperate protests only made my father angry and def
me library job, blinding headlights and s
sh. Pain, then
new was Brenda' s work, became a body in a hospital bed, en
t I was a prisoner in my own skull, aware of
a fl
oke
body, nor was I in my
side my grandmother Esther' s body, recovering fro
r on the bedside table, a c
ree months befo
, in my grandmoth
sible; it was a miracu
my mother from
da Hayes before she c
ed by my previous helplessness,
ly going to pay, and t