perfect blue. He was four. A hit-and-run. The car wa
ct Attorney David Blair, had his arm around me, a pillar of strength for the cameras that flas
n inside my chest. I wanted to scream, to fall in
she a
ts, walked toward us. Her father, the real estate mogul Dick Underwood, followed a few
lked right up to the grave, peering in
. My hand, holding a single whi
eyes, cold and vacant, meeting min
to her designer handbag and pulled out a small, plush dinosaur-Leo' s favorite, th
it over th
he said conversationally. "Righ
she le
ding softly on the polished
ief filled with a hot, roaring rage. My whole body trem
I took a step forward,
killed
d me, Eva. It was a tragic accident. You sh
, how to find the truth and expose it to the light. I would use the law,
t row, my best friend and colleague, Cheri Reid, beside me. C
meone whispered behind me. "David' s main ba
d convertible speeding away. I had spent weeks piecing it together, doing the work the police seemed
d won a Pulitzer. I had brought down powerful men befo
she
dismissed the evidence. The witness recanted his test
rm steady me. It wasn' t over. I
ailiff cal
, you are un
able, a new file appeared. My husband, Dav
g to the death of your son, Leo Blai
me. He used my grief, my frantic calls and sleepless nights after the accident, as evidence of an unstable mind. He twisted my j
he testified that I had been overworked, stressed, not myself
ttered by the wife' s carelessness. It was a better st
d feigned sorrow. He spoke of a justice system that must r
irst time. His eyes were filled
found m
e ye
mum-security prison. For being a g
that never left. I lost a pregnancy in a brutal fight I didn' t start, another secret I locked away. All I
ent gray. I didn' t go to a halfway house. I took a
absence. But it was pristine. Fresh flowers,
familiar car pulle
ed older, more powerfu
sn' t
is arm. And from the back seat, a nanny helped a small child, a boy, mayb
d the grave, a pe
ead and hugged
we go get ice
. "In a minute, sweetie. We h
e world dissolved into
ot
dd
large oak tree, my hand clamped
et of flowers on the grave, his hand briefly brushing Karyn
lt on the as
ical blow. It wasn' t just about his career. H
d me. He had r
wled through it. My body shook violently, and I bit my
This whole time, h
g, in front of the house we had bought together. The house we were suppos
red the scars on his back from his father' s belt, a past so brutal he rarely spoke of it. I was the one who held him during his night
raw cut on his cheek from where his father h
his voice thick with emotion. "Anyone who tries, I'
s history. I became a star journalist. We married, ha
in Leo' s nursery, holding
me, "is because of you. Meeting you was
f it.
ct husband. My beautiful
ry, I heard Karyn' s v
heard your ex got ou
ng right at m
oing okay? Are you worr
nswer. The last, fragile thread of hope I didn' t
y direction. He adjusted his t
ld I be? She' s no
my palms, breaking the skin. Blood d
of a happy family, and drove away, leaving
en, I pulled out my burner phone, the one I' d kept hidd
er
hesitant whe
Ev
lp, Cheri." My
, I' m so sorry. I' ll do anything. Anything. I' l
able to shed finally
d with Cheri felt alien. So I went to the onl
use. O
self in. The air was stale, but everything was just as I had
The family photo on th
rd creaked
un a
houette blocking the fading light.
three years of pain and betrayal. He looked at me, his
ward, his voice so
' re
le of water. "You
' t ta
y special ingredients," I sai
to the kitchen and came back with a mug of
You' r
liar ceramic, desperate for the warmth. The mug, a gift
en it
d floor, the hot tea splash
up at him, my body shaking with a ra
y voice trembling but clear. "Tell