o one who would have understood. It was, indeed, well for her that as she lay awake in the darkness her mind was forcibly distracted, now and then, by the strangeness of her surroundings.
she scarcely knew that she had a body at
kept whispering to hers
ailed aloud. Then there was something worse. This was certain scufflings and scratchings and squeakings in the walls and behind the skirting boards. She knew what they meant, because Becky had described them. They meant rats and mice who were either fighting with each other or playin
not come about gradually,
Minchin said to Miss Amelia. "She must
e passed its open door, showed her that everything had been changed. Her ornaments and luxuries
er seat at Miss Minchin's side was occupied by
dren at a smaller table. You must keep them quiet, and see that they behave well and do not
numberless directions. She could be sent on errands at any time and in all weathers. She could be told to do things other people neglected. The cook and the housemaids took their tone from Miss Minchin, and rather enjoyed ordering about
In her proud little heart she wanted them to see that she was trying to earn her living and not accepting charity. But the time came when she saw that no one was softened
she could be made more useful as a sort of little superior errand girl and maid of all work. An ordinary errand boy would not have been so clever and reliable. Sara could be tr
d busy days spent in running here and there at everybody's orders was she grudgingly allow
I am almost a scullery maid, and if I am a scullery maid who knows nothing, I shall be like poor Becky. I w
hem, she no longer seemed to be one of their number at all. She was kept so constantly at work that she scarcely ever had an opportunity of speaking to
l romantic stories about herself, she will become an ill-used heroine, and parents will be given a wrong impression. It is better that she sh
er-of-fact young people. They were accustomed to being rich and comfortable, and as Sara's frocks grew shorter and shabbier and queerer-looking, and it became an established fact that she wore shoes with holes in the
an object. And she's queerer than ever. I never liked her much, but I can't bear that w
s. "That's what I look at some people for. I lik
eeping her eye on Lavinia, who was quite ready to make mischief, and
s; she labored with the childish inattention of the little ones' French lessons; as she became shabbier and more forlorn-looking, she was told that she had
een her small, shut teeth, "I am not going to
d heart might almost have broken w
man creature. And during the nights that followed the sense of comfort grew. They had little chance to speak to each other during the day. Each had her own tasks to perform, and any attempt at conversation would have been regarded as a tendency
ara always heard the humble knock at her door which meant that her handmaid was ready to help her again if she was needed. During the first weeks of her grief Sara felt as if she were too st
was Ermengarde, but odd things happen
not be contested that Ermengarde was as dull as she was affectionate. She clung to Sara in a simple, helpless way; she brought her lessons to her that she might be helped; she listened to her every word and besieged her with reques
she met her for the first time she encountered her coming down a corridor with her arms full of garments which were to be taken downstairs to be mended. Sara herself h
somehow, she had never imagined Sara could look like this-- so odd and poor and almost like a servant. It made her quite miserable, and
ted upon the top of it to keep it steady. Something in the look of her straight-gazing eyes made Ermengarde lose her wits still more. She felt as if Sara had ch
mmered. "How
Sara replied.
Then spasmodically she thought of something to say which seemed m
her torn heart swelled within her, and she felt that if any
ou think I am very happy?" And she m
would have known that poor, dull Ermengarde was not to be blamed for her unready, awkward
ch had flashed upon her ha
ought. "She does not really want to
e other way, and Ermengarde felt too stiff and embarrassed to speak. Sometimes they nodde
ara thought, "I will keep out of her wa
arde was more stupid than ever, and that she looked listless and unhappy. She used to sit in the window-seat, huddled
ying for, Ermeng
ered Ermengarde, in a
rolled down the bridge of your nose and droppe
eed interfere." And she turned her plump back and to
our at which the pupils went to bed, and after that she had gone to her lessons in the lonely schoolroom. When
," she thought quickly, "but
ted to use, but in one of those belonging to the pupils' bedrooms. The someone was sitting upon the b
o startled that she was almost frigh
across the attic in her bedroom slippers, which were to
on't care-- I don't care a bit. Oh, Sara, please tell m
ionate and simple--so like the old Ermengarde who had asked her to be "best friends."
ought--you see, everything is differen
pened her we
u didn't want to talk to me. I didn't know what to d
ent. She saw she
chin does not want me to talk to the girls. Most of them don't want to talk
into each other's arms. It must be confessed that Sara's small black head lay for some minutes on the s
her knees with her arms, and Ermengarde rolled up in her shawl.
ouldn't live without you. I was nearly DEAD>. So tonight, when I was crying under the bedclot
e, now that trials have come, they have shown that I am NOT a nice child. I was afraid
ood in them," said
"But I suppose there MIGHT be good in things, even if we don'
d the attic with a rat
do you think you ca
oked ro
t, I can," she answered; "or if I
r her. It had not worked for her at all since her troubles
the Count of Monte Cristo in the dungeons of the Cha
ted. She remembered stories of the French Revolution which Sara had been able to f
glow came int
. I have been here for years and years--and years; and everybody has forgotten about me. Miss Minchin is the ja
garde, looking quit
" she said; "and it wi
at once enrap
at night, whenever it is safe, and hear the things you have made up i
ersity tries people, and mine has tr