an's

hing, but the truth is in my fucking face, and I have to believe

all these years, I trusted her, I fucking tr

give birth to a mini-me, someone she and my

die an

flies to catch the blood that splutters

es searching for my tissue

h before resting my back on the seat to

ppening differently. I don't mean to be hard on Pea

rust me the way I trust her? Why would she betray me like that? She knows I would suppo

before I hurt myself even more, my heart is already

g me of an incoming call, I

Why is he c

or," I say after sl

emergency room, she was involved in a fatal

When wa

phone, please come as fast as you can

r and drive into the asphalt ro

Beep

t occasionally pierced the

Mom's hand, my thumbs cares

her face, I fear for how I will co

e thought of losing my only family, Pearl was a part but after what

training my Mom from coming ar

t I think it went beyond foolish, I

voice of my Mom and I spring u

m," I murmur

n," She pats m

How are you feeling. Mom?"

," she

om... for choosing

y forgiven y

ng her pregnancies, I found an abortion pill in our room, and she denied usin

is sharper than her usual tone. I know she's pissed, but I'm ev

Mom,"

ing her eyes, I feel ashame

on't know what she gave to you that made you so in love with her that you don't even care abou

know bette

your baby, she doesn't mean well for you, what wife wouldn't want to give her husband a

my Mom starts spewing how much she hates her,

silence fall

to do now?" She spea

y, squeezing my forehead wi

me to look at her, I turn my

"You are not getting any younger and so am I, I can die any day, I need to see my grandbaby before I die, I need you to listen to your mo

e with her, I don't know i