I realized I wasn't just a wife. I was a surrogate. A fertile womb he married because his true love was barren. Our entire marriage was a grotesque lie designed to produce an heir for them.
Then, an anonymous email landed in my inbox. It contained a recording of my husband calling me his "incubator."
That's when I knew I couldn't just leave. I had to die.
Chapter 1
Aurelia POV:
When I discovered Kaleigh's birthday was the combination to Jacob's safe, the world tilted. Inside, I found the blueprint for how my husband planned to erase me and claim my unborn child for his true love.
My fingers trembled as I pulled out the crisp, legal-sized papers. "Postnuptial Agreement," the heading screamed in bold, black letters. My eyes blurred, but the numbers were stark: billions in assets, meticulously detailed, all designated for Kaleigh Bradford. Not a single penny was for me, his wife of ten years, carrying his child. It was a cold, calculated transfer of wealth, designed to leave me with nothing but the air I breathed.
I remembered the early days, before the lavish wedding, before the gilded cage. Jacob had presented a prenup, a document I signed with naive trust, believing love would conquer clauses. He' d promised it was just a formality. "For the optics, Aurelia," he' d whispered, his eyes dark and intense. "You know how the board is. But my heart is yours." My heart, foolishly, had believed him. Now, I saw the truth. My life with him, my entire contribution to our shared existence, was meticulously separated, accounted for, and then systematically written out of any claim. My own architectural firm, the one I' d built from the ground up, had been financially intertwined with his ventures, making it almost impossible to disentangle without his cooperation. Every asset I touched became his, every project I designed brought glory to his empire, and every penny I earned went into our joint accounts, funding the illusion.
Ours wasn't a marriage built on shared dreams, but on unspoken transactions. Jacob had always been distant, preoccupied with his sprawling real estate empire. Our conversations were often about business strategies, market trends, or the latest acquisition. He' d praised my intellect, my sharp eye for design, but never my heart. "You're a formidable partner, Aurelia," he'd said once, over a cold dinner, staring not at me, but at the empty chair beside me. I swallowed the bitter taste, convincing myself that was his version of affection. I was useful, efficient, a valuable asset in his perfectly ordered life. That was enough, wasn't it?
It had to be. Because beneath the surface, I knew I had no financial autonomy. Every credit card was linked to his accounts, every large purchase needed his approval. I had my own separate accounts, of course, from my firm, but they were modest compared to the empire he wielded. I was a bird in a gilded cage, the bars invisible until I tried to fly. Now, pregnant and vulnerable, the realization hit me with the force of a physical blow: I was utterly dependent, utterly powerless.
The door to the study creaked open. I flinched, the papers rustling in my trembling hands. Jacob stood there, his sharp gaze cutting through the dimly lit room. His face was devoid of warmth, his eyes like chips of ice.
"What are you doing in my safe, Aurelia?" His voice was low, dangerous, a predator spotting its prey.
My heart hammered against my ribs, but a strange calm settled over me. The years of quiet desperation, the silent suffering, had finally coalesced into something solid, something unbreakable. I met his gaze. "I'm looking at your future, Jacob. And mine." I held up the agreement, the paper shaking slightly. "It seems my part in it is... nonexistent."
His eyes narrowed. In two swift strides, he was across the room. His hand shot out, snatching the document from my grasp. My fingers, still numb from shock, couldn't hold on. He tore the papers in half, then again, and again, until they were nothing but a pile of shredded lies on the antique rug. The sound was like a thunderclap in the silent room.
"This is none of your business," he hissed, his face inches from mine. His breath was cold, smelling of whisky and something else... a faint floral scent that wasn't mine. "You don't understand."
"Oh, I understand perfectly," I said, my voice surprisingly steady. "I understand that our marriage, our entire life together, was a performance. I understand that you never loved me. And I understand that I want a divorce."
He froze. His cruel eyes widened for a fraction of a second, a flicker of something unreadable. Then his face shuttered. "Get out, Aurelia," he said, his voice flat. "Just get out."
I didn't argue. I didn't cry. I simply turned and walked away, leaving the shredded paper and the broken pieces of my life behind. My hand instinctively went to my belly, a silent promise to the life growing within me. You deserve more than this.
Later that night, curled on the cold tiles of my new, empty apartment, I dialed a number I' d found online. My voice was a whisper, raw with unshed tears. "I need to schedule a termination," I said, the words catching in my throat. "As soon as possible." The thought of bringing this child into Jacob's world, into a life where they'd be a tool, a surrogate for another woman's desire, twisted my stomach.
A wave of nausea hit me, stronger than any morning sickness. My body, already fragile from the pregnancy and emotional assault, rebelled. I clutched the phone, my knuckles white, the world spinning around me. This child, our child, was a part of me, but the despair was suffocating.
The next morning, with a hollow ache in my chest, I called a lawyer. "I want to divorce Jacob Dickerson," I stated, my voice devoid of emotion.
The lawyer, a sharp, efficient woman named Ms. Davies, listened patiently. "Given his assets and your decade of marriage, along with your own successful firm, you're entitled to a substantial settlement, Mrs. Dickerson."
A bitter laugh escaped me. Substantial settlement? I thought of the shredded postnup, the carefully orchestrated financial traps. "What marital assets?" I murmured, more to myself than to her. The irony was a cruel joke.
I explained how Jacob had meticulously structured his finances, intertwining my architectural firm with his empire, yet keeping his most valuable assets in trusts or under the names of shell corporations. The prenup I' d signed had granted him control over virtually everything, leaving me with a small, seemingly generous allowance and the illusion of partnership. My personal income, the fruit of my own talent and hard work, had been seamlessly absorbed into our opulent lifestyle, paying for the upkeep of the mansion, the staff, the endless stream of charity galas-all to maintain the image of Jacob Dickerson, the philanthropic mogul with the talented architect wife.
I remembered the night he'd proposed, not with a grand gesture, but with a cold, clear legal document. "Aurelia, darling," he'd said, his eyes glittering, "business is business. Our union will be a powerful one, a testament to two brilliant minds coming together. But we must protect our individual empires." His words, once sounding like respect, now rang hollow and manipulative. He' d promised me the world, but encased it in ironclad clauses.
I had believed, truly believed, that over time, his heart would soften. That our shared life, my unwavering devotion, would break down his walls. I' d seen flickers of tenderness in his eyes, moments where he almost seemed human. I' d clung to those, to the hope that one day, he would see me, truly see me, and not just as another valuable acquisition.
But seeing that postnuptial agreement, its contents mirroring the prenup in spirit, left no room for doubt. It wasn't about protecting assets; it was about ensuring I remained disposable, easily discarded without a trace. The pattern was identical, the intent clear. My purpose was never to be his partner, his equal, his beloved wife.
It was then I understood. I was not the woman he truly wanted. I was a convenient stand-in, a palatable façade for his true desires.
"Ms. Davies," I said, my voice firm, cutting through her legal advice. "I want nothing. No assets, no alimony. Just the divorce. As quickly as possible."
The line went silent for a moment. "Mrs. Dickerson, are you certain? This is... highly unusual."
"I am certain," I replied, my gaze fixed on the rain-streaked window. My heart pulsed with a mixture of grief and a bone-deep resolve. After I hung up, my body began to tremble uncontrollably, the raw emotion I had suppressed for so long threatening to overwhelm me. The decade I' d spent with Jacob, the fifteen years I' d loved him, felt like a cruel joke, a meticulously crafted illusion designed for my destruction. My marriage wasn't just loveless; it was a carefully constructed lie.
The combination to Jacob's safe, Kaleigh's birthday, echoed in my mind like a death knell. It wasn't just a password; it was a revelation of his deepest loyalties. He' d showered Kaleigh with gifts, financed her whimsical art projects, and invested in her floundering gallery. For me? He' d given me shared accounts, joint ventures, and the constant reminder that my success was intertwined with his. The contrast was stark, chilling.
Even during my pregnancy, as my body changed and my needs grew, Jacob' s attention remained fixed on Kaleigh. He'd spent countless evenings at her gallery openings, her charity events, while I lay alone in our cavernous bed, battling morning sickness and the gnawing loneliness. He'd always had an excuse, "business," "networking," "supporting a friend." I believed him, a fool blinded by a love he never returned.
The cruelest irony slapped me across the face, a sickening realization. Two years ago, Jacob had commissioned me to design a private residence outside the city, a secluded sanctuary he described as "a place for quiet reflection." I'd poured my heart and soul into it, imagining it as our escape, a future haven for our family. My signature, Aurelia Flynn, Architect, was prominently displayed on the final blueprints. But the client's name, discreetly noted in the project brief-Kaleigh Bradford. I had designed my husband's love nest for my stepsister, the woman he truly desired. The truth was a nauseating punch to the gut.
A week later, the official divorce papers, stark and final, arrived at my new, temporary apartment. Ms. Davies' voice was laced with concern when she called. "Mrs. Dickerson, are you absolutely sure you want to proceed without claiming any assets? Even a portion of your own firm, which you built, is being forfeited. You've earned this."
I closed my eyes, a wry smile touching my lips. "What's the point, Ms. Davies? Every penny I earned, every project I delivered, went into maintaining the façade of a perfect life, a life that was never truly mine. My income was just another component of Jacob' s grand design, another prop in his elaborate charade." I had sacrificed my financial independence, my career autonomy, all in the misguided belief that I was building a future with a man who saw me as nothing more than a placeholder. What good was money if it came with the taint of such profound betrayal? I hadn't been a wife; I had been a living, breathing accessory.
I was nothing more than a convenient, fertile uterus.
As I picked up the pen to sign the documents, a faint flutter stirred in my belly. Then another, stronger, a tiny kick that radiated through me, a vibrant pulse of life. My vision blurred. A tear, hot and heavy, escaped my eye, tracing a path down my cheek and landing squarely on the "signature" line. The pen hovered, shaking. This child, my child, was real. And in that moment, the desperate, logical choice I had made to terminate the pregnancy, to spare this innocent life from a world of manipulation and neglect, fractured in my mind. How could I erase this tiny, hopeful flicker, this tangible proof that a part of me still existed, untainted by Jacob's lies?
The pen dropped from my numb fingers, scattering across the polished floor. The papers lay unsigned, a silent testament to a life I was desperate to escape, and a future I was suddenly terrified to lose. My hand instinctively covered my belly, a fierce, primal protectiveness washing over me. This wasn't just my life anymore. This was our life. And I wouldn't let Jacob, or Kaleigh, or anyone else, dictate its terms.
I pushed the papers aside, the scent of fresh ink mingling with the metallic tang of fear. The termination appointment. It felt like a lifetime ago that I had made that call. I stared at the phone, my breath catching in my throat. Could I really do it? Could I give up this last, pure connection, this new beginning? The tiny flutter again, a reassurance, a plea. My child. My baby.
My fingers, still trembling, slowly picked up the phone. I had to cancel.