"You will make a public statement," he sneered. "Acknowledge your harassment of Jazmyne. Apologize for your past erratic behavior. And you will do it on camera."
Desperate and broken, I faked my own death by jumping into the Hudson River on that same live stream.
I needed him to believe I was gone.
Now, secretly saved and hidden away by a friend, I must fight for my life while navigating the twisted reality that my survival depends on the very woman who helped destroy me, and the man who orchestrated it all.
Chapter 1
My husband, Donavon Anderson, would always find new women, but I, Ava Rich, would find his affairs faster than he could even have them. That was the New York elite' s cruel joke, the whispered truth that followed me through every gilded hallway and whispered conversation. They called me the queen of public confrontations, a fiery spectacle always ready to defend her gilded cage.
I was the poster child for the trophy wife who fought for her man, no matter how many times he strayed. The tabloids loved me. My image, meticulously crafted and fiercely protected, was that of a woman who wouldn't just sit idly by. I was a fighter, a warrior in designer heels, battling for a love that, looking back, was probably never truly mine to begin with.
But behind the whispers and the flashing cameras, they called me something else. "Pathetic," some would sneer. "Desperate," others would pity. They didn't understand. They couldn't see the fear that drove me, the quiet desperation to hold onto a life that was slipping through my fingers, thread by thread.
Then came the day the world stopped spinning. The paparazzi, a ravenous pack, cornered me outside my favorite boutique. Their cameras flashed, their questions a barrage of accusations. They had irrefutable evidence this time – photos, videos, a timeline of Donavon' s latest betrayal. Jazmyne Buckley, a young intern at his company, her face plastered across every front page.
Instead of the usual volcanic eruption, the dramatic scene they craved, I just stood there. Calm. So calm, in fact, it felt like my blood had turned to ice. The silence that followed my non-reaction was louder than any scream I could have mustered. Even the paparazzi, usually so relentless, seemed to falter, their lenses briefly lowered.
Donavon, who had been watching the live feed from his office, called me immediately. His voice was laced with a mix of confusion and triumph. "Ava? What was that? No fireworks? No tears?" He sounded almost disappointed, as if I' d ruined his carefully orchestrated drama. He expected the rage, the theatrics. That' s what he fed on.
"I' m tired, Donavon," I said, my voice flat, almost unrecognizable even to myself. It wasn't just physical exhaustion. It was a weariness that seeped into my bones, into the very core of my being. "I'm just so tired of fighting."
A smirk, I imagined, stretched across his handsome face. "Ah, so the great Ava Rich finally surrenders," he mused, a cruel edge to his tone. "Took you long enough." He misread my compliance as surrender, as a sign that I was finally broken, pliable. He saw it as a victory.
"Yes, Donavon," I confirmed, my voice devoid of emotion. "I surrender." The words tasted like ash. My surrender wasn't to him, or to Jazmyne. It was to something far bigger, far more terrifying.
He chuckled, a sound that grated on my ears. "Good. Because there's something you need to understand." He paused, letting the silence hang heavy. "Jazmyne is more than just an intern."
I closed my eyes, a wave of dizziness washing over me. More than just an intern. The phrase echoed the doctor's words, twisting them into a grotesque parody of hope. I knew exactly what he meant, but not in the way he thought. The irony was a bitter pill I had to swallow.
"She's... special," Donavon continued, his voice dripping with possessiveness. "And she's not going anywhere." He thought he was delivering a crushing blow, twisting the knife. He had no idea he was twisting it into my own self-inflicted wound.
I clutched the crumpled diagnostic report in my hand, the paper crinkling softly. The stark truth printed in black and white stared back at me: Acute Myeloid Leukemia. And the chilling addendum: Only one known bone marrow match identified: Jazmyne Buckley.
Donavon, oblivious to the silent scream trapped in my throat, rambled on. "You're unusually quiet, Ava. Are you actually speechless for once?" He tried to goad me, to provoke a reaction. He always wanted the fight. He thrived on it.
A bitter laugh escaped my lips. "Speechless isn't the word, Donavon. Terrified, maybe. Or just... resigned." I traced the sharp edges of the report with my thumb, a small cut appearing on my skin. The physical pain was a welcome distraction from the emotional agony.
I remembered the old Ava, the one who would have torn down every perfectly manicured facade, every carefully constructed lie. The Ava who once flipped a table at a charity gala when she caught Donavon flirting. The Ava who publicly shamed a socialite for daring to send him a suggestive text. I had fought tooth and nail, clawing for every scrap of dignity, every sliver of his attention. I had been a force, a storm in a teacup, but a storm nonetheless.
But that Ava was gone. The fight had drained her, leaving behind only an empty shell. I was tired of the cycle, tired of the public humiliation, tired of pretending that his betrayals meant I was somehow less. Now, with this new, terrifying diagnosis, the superficial battles seemed utterly meaningless. My life was literally on the line, and the only person who could save me was the very woman my husband was currently parading around.
Donavon, still oblivious, cleared his throat. "I need you to understand something, Ava. From now on, things are different." His voice grew colder, harder. "I'm cutting off your access to the joint accounts. All your cards are frozen."
I didn' t react, my gaze fixed on the wilting flowers in the vase on the coffee table. He was doing this while I held a death sentence in my hand. The cruelty was almost poetic.
"Did you hear me, Ava?" he snapped, his patience wearing thin. "I said, you have no money."
"I heard you, Donavon," I replied, my voice still eerily calm. My mind was already racing, calculating. My mother' s medical bills. Her critical condition. This was the final blow.
Just then, the doorbell chimed. Donavon' s voice softened instantly, a sickening change. "That must be Jazzy. I told her to come over."
A cold dread coiled in my stomach. So, she was coming here. To our home. It was a new level of disrespect, a new form of psychological warfare. My hands trembled slightly, but I forced them still.
Donavon opened the door, and there she was. Jazmyne Buckley. Younger, prettier, with an air of calculated innocence. She wore a tailored pantsuit, a stark contrast to my own weary evening gown. He usually kept his affairs discreet, far from our shared space. This was different. This was a statement.
"Donavon, darling," Jazmyne cooed, her eyes darting to me with a triumphant gleam. Her smile was a predatory curve. She saw me as an obstacle. She didn' t know she held my life in her hands.
"Jazzy, honey, come in," Donavon said, pulling her close, a theatrical display of affection. "Ava was just... understanding a few new rules." He emphasized the word 'rules,' a warning shot.
Jazmyne, emboldened by Donavon's presence, stepped forward. Her gaze was direct, almost challenging. "Mrs. Anderson," she said, her voice dripping with artificial sweetness. "I understand you've been spreading some rather unprofessional rumors about me around the office."
My head snapped up. Unprofessional rumors? She was twisting the narrative, making me out to be the aggressor, the jealous wife who couldn't handle her husband's success. My blood began to boil, a familiar fire igniting in my veins, but it was quickly extinguished by a wave of nausea.
"I've done no such thing," I managed, my voice weak. The fight was gone. The energy had simply vanished.
Jazmyne scoffed, a delicate, dismissive sound. "Oh, please. Everyone knows. You've been trying to sabotage my career, all because you can't handle the competition." She gestured vaguely at Donavon, implying he was the prize.
Donavon, enjoying the spectacle, put a hand on Jazmyne's lower back. "Jazmyne has worked incredibly hard, Ava. And frankly, your outbursts have been... disruptive."
The insult, the casual dismissal, felt like a physical blow. Disruptive? My entire life had been upended, and he called my pain disruptive.
I coughed, a dry, rasping sound that vibrated through my chest. My vision blurred for a moment. This was my new reality. My body was betraying me, and I couldn't even hide it.
Jazmyne's eyes narrowed, noticing my discomfort. A flicker of something, perhaps concern, crossed her face for a split second, before hardening into a mask of indifference. She recoiled slightly, as if my illness was contagious. "Are you alright, Mrs. Anderson? You look... pale."
Donavon, however, saw only weakness. "She's just being dramatic, Jazzy. Always has been." He dismissed my physical symptoms as another one of my theatrics. He refused to see what was right in front of him.
"Donavon," I said, my voice barely a whisper. "I need to talk to you. About my mother. And the bills." The words were a desperate plea, but they were lost in the roar of his ego.
"Ava, I told you," he cut me off, his voice impatient. "Your access is cut. If you want money for your mother, you' ll have to earn it." He paused, a cruel smile spreading across his face. "Or perhaps, you can apologize. Publicly. To Jazmyne. For all the trouble you've caused."
My jaw dropped. Publicly apologize? To her? The woman who was sleeping with my husband, the woman who was my only chance at survival? The humiliation was suffocating.
"I... I can't," I choked out, tears welling up in my eyes, not for myself, but for my sick mother.
"Oh, but you can, Ava," Donavon said, his voice cold and unwavering. "Or your mother's medical care ceases. Effective immediately." He knew my mother was my only weakness, my Achilles' heel. He was using her against me.
The world tilted. My mother. Her fragile life hanging by a thread. My pride, my dignity, against her survival. There was no choice.
"Fine," I whispered, the single word tearing through my throat. "I'll do it. I'll apologize."
Donavon's eyes widened slightly, a flicker of surprise, quickly replaced by triumph. He hadn't expected me to cave so easily. He thought I had a limitless well of fight. He was wrong.
"Good," he said, turning back to Jazmyne, who was now beaming. "See, Jazzy? She's finally learning her place."
He started to walk away, his arm wrapped around Jazmyne's waist, pulling her closer. My gaze lingered on their retreating figures, the perfect picture of betrayal. The diagnosis report, forgotten, slipped from my grasp and fluttered to the floor.
My mother's bill, a stark reminder of my new reality, arrived in the mail that very afternoon. It was astronomical. The numbers swam before my eyes. I couldn't pay it. Donavon had ensured that.
I picked up the phone. My doctor, Dr. Elena Ramos, answered. "Ava? We need to discuss your treatment plan. The scans are concerning."
"Cancel it," I said, my voice hollow. "All of it. I can't afford it."
"What? Ava, this isn't a choice!" she exclaimed, her voice filled with alarm. "This is aggressive. Without treatment..."
"I know," I cut her off. "But I have no options." I couldn't tell her about Jazmyne. Not yet.
I hung up, the receiver heavy in my hand. My body ached, a deep, persistent throb. Donavon had just left with Jazmyne, his new conquest, his weapon against me. He had stripped me of my finances, my dignity, and now, my hope.
But a new resolve, cold and sharp, began to form in the shattered pieces of my heart. I reached for my phone, my fingers flying across the screen. I opened a new browser window. "Divorce lawyer. New York." The words appeared on the screen, a beacon in the darkness. My fight for a life worth living had just begun.