As the water filled my lungs, I realized the cruelest joke of all-I was that girl. The thirteen-year-old who dragged his bleeding body into a cave. His true fated mate.
But the river didn't kill me. It cleansed me.
Now my wolf is no longer a cowering Omega. She is white. Ancient. Unforgiving.
And when Silas finally kneels before me, rain soaking his broken pride, begging for a second chance-
I will smile, and I will give him the only answer he deserves.
Chapter 1
Lyra POV
The purple petals of the Wolfsbane burned between my palms like tiny coals.
I crushed them slowly, methodically, into the simmering broth. The familiar sting began immediately-my skin puckering, rising into angry red welts that crawled from my fingertips to my wrists. The poison seeped into my pores, and a deep ache radiated from my spine, forcing my shoulders to slump inward. The sting bit first, then burrowed deeper-a cold, crawling ache that seeped into my bones. My wolf whimpered somewhere deep inside me, retreating further into the dark. The poison wasn't just burning my hands. It was erasing me, cell by cell. Raw Wolfsbane sap corroded skin and suppressed the inner wolf with long-term contact, but once fully boiled into food, it lost all toxicity, leaving only the faint, earthy aroma Silas had fixated on for years.
Eight years. Eight years of this.
I looked down at my ruined hands and thought of the girl I used to be. The thirteen-year-old who had dragged a bleeding, half-blind boy into a cave and kept him alive through the night. The Rogue blades that maimed his eyes had also laced his system with a scent-numbing poison, robbing him of his wolf's most vital sense. He'd never caught her true scent that day-only the sound of her voice. She had been brave once. She had been seen once.
I'd told Silas a hundred times these welts were kitchen burns, and he'd never cared enough to look closer.
Now I was just a ghost haunting his kitchen.
I reached into my apron pocket and pulled out my phone. My fingers, blistered and raw, trembled over the screen. A strange calm settled over my heart-the quiet before a storm that had been brewing for eight long years.
"I, Lyra, am terminating our contract," I typed. "We're done."
I pressed send before I could lose my nerve.
From the study upstairs, I heard the faint hum of Silas's Mind-Link conversation. His voice, low and warm, was speaking to someone else. Serena. His newest favorite.
"You promised you would come back to me tonight, Silas," her voice purred through the mental connection.
"I have Pack business to finish. Be a good girl and wait for me," Silas replied, his tone softer than he had ever used with me.
I looked at the soup I had just poisoned myself to make. The soup he would eat without a second glance at my ruined hands.
I dumped it down the sink.
Eight years of devotion washed away with a single twist of the faucet. But as the last of it swirled down the drain, a single thought echoed in my mind-Silas didn't know that the woman upstairs was a counterfeit. And he didn't know that the real savior he'd been searching for had just walked out of his life forever.
I thought this would be the end of my pain. I was wrong.
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