You'll Regret Losing Me

Earl's POV

"You want some more, Sir?"

This man's acting polite to me is irritating as hell!

So many questions.

I gave him the look as he handed many of them.

Holy fuck, I miss this!

My eyes widened with excitement as my lips rose when I saw those, owh!

I am only seeing those white in a fat cellophane while I am experiencing heaven in hell right now!

So, Happy!

I grab it, put it in my face as I close my eyes!

Ugh, can't wait to use this!

I bought so much, it was fat, my maintenance, I am so excited!!

Cocaine, painkillers and heroin, my babys.

I've been craving for this and I can't stop myself from wanting it!

Buying medicine is the only reason of what the fuck am i doing in this kind of place.

I see, it is normal in this club to sell and use illicit drugs.

Will I report them to the authorities?

Nah, nevermind. I'm not involved though.

"Thank you, More blessings to come for you, Sir." He said.

"Hey, your breath stinks, stop talking. You're making me vomit."

I'm being real here as he exhales some air in his hand and smells his breath and looks at me.

"How was it?" I asked.

"Sorry, I don't know haha," He said while laughing, his breath smells like a canal. It's mixed up with different drinks.

I walked away until I saw a man who was about to kick my baby!

My blood rose up through my veins into my head as he finally kicked some area of the door!

This crazy man is making my blood boil in a sudden! This is literally a big deal for it is mine and always been mine. Mine. Mine. Mine only! I bought it without any help from anyone..

My precious thing.

"My BUGATTI..." I utter. Of all the goddamn cars in this goddamn parking lot, why did he fucking touch the one that I own?! This motherfucker got some nerves, eh?!

I ran fast to him as I grabbed the collar of his leather jacket and punched him hard right through his face. I kicked him also, to have equity. The world may not be equal but on behalf of it, it needs to be fair. He lost his balance and fell terribly right on the ground. He was about to get up, trying to punch me.

What the fuck? Just who the fuck are you?

Who are you to have the right to punch me?

He cried out in pain when I kicked him anywhere in his body that I couldn't count how many times and where the heck my shoe hit.

All I think for this moment is I'm going to kill a person tonight and I am not hesitant to kill this fool, he should die tonight.

He should just die right now.

Yes, it's better if he should just die!

That's correct he should die!

I did not do anything dangerous from him and he tended to fuck things that I own?

Where's my justice?

I should have my justice!

I have my right to have justice.

And then I smelled an awful smell coming from his mouth.

Crazy Man, I feel disgusted by his presence so I decided to hit him hard enough in his head as it enormously bled.

I checked my precious and I feel so angry that my Beloved has a scratch. Fuck!

"How lucky for a piece of shit! You're drunk? How foolish! Feel free to consider this night your lucky time! Dumbass!"

He may have just died tonight but I changed my mind after I saw those puppy eyes.

Demetrio's POV

I slowly opened my eyes as I slowly felt so much pain all over my body. It's so hard to open my goddamn eyes!

I growl in pain, fuck! The entire area of my face hurt so bad, my leg hurt like my bone crack and died as if it was broken. I'm pathetic as fuck.

'You're stupid!'

'Yes you are!'

"Can you two just shut up your mouth?! It already happened, no need to discuss anything," I heard Archer high pitched voice at both of them.

"Right, Let's just wait for him to wake up." Christophere replied while Russell stayed silent.

"Excuse me, may I check Mr. Salandron?" I am hearing a feminine voice.

"Will he die?" I heard Russel's question.

Does he really want me to die?!

This selfish motherfucker.

"Mr. Salandron did not happen to have an internal bleeding so there's no need to worry because-"

"Just go first, Ice." Christophere's sarcastic response, Ice Russel Villiarin is his full name.

"Guys, he's not a doctor. Are your eyes blind?" Benedict sarcastically asked.

The doctor didn't say a word and had nothing to say of these idiots.

"Is he now awake -"

"Yes, I am Doc."

"Oh, you're awake already gah" Christophere greeted.

I can tell he pity the hell out of me, it is written in his eyes.

I hate this feeling.

"I really thought that you would die, Gah. Good morning!" Russel informed me.

"What's wrong with you?" Benedict asked him. He has some sort of common sense and is intelligent, unlike them.

Buddy. Archer turned around, looking like he was talking to someone on the phone.

The fool continued saying something on his phone that I cannot hear.

I think I'm a little bit deaf, I realize that I cannot hear properly.

"What do you think?" I sarcastically asked.

"When I woke up, I was lying in that motel. It looks like women are harassing me again and have taken advantage of me while I was drunk last night," Russel explained, literally horny ever since.

"How many were you in bed last night?" Christophere asked.

"Baby girls, I did not count them," Ice jokes. The shape of his eyes is sharp like an eagle. His nose has a bridge, his lips are thin and most of all, his black moles around his cheeks and under his chin are quite attractive to look at.

"I was looking for you that night but I'm also drunk. Ice always poured a big amount of alcohol in my glass and when I woke up, there was no one and the bartender was the only one who helped me. My head hurts even more and Archer called me a while ago and I rushed through here, I'm so worried the hell out of you. I thought you would die already, Fuck!"

"No you did not, stop lying! You passed out, remember? But still Owhh, my heart..." Ice put his hand to his chest and was putting an act on what he said. This fucker..

"Some of us are traitors though," Benedict added and is glaring at Russell.

"None of us should be blamed, someone saw what happened. That's why the police called a while ago," Archer stated.

"So someone saw what happened last night?" Ice asked seriously.

"And he did not help him from beating? He only looked? Just who the fuck is this coward?" Christophere said angrily.

I feel so pathetic, I think it's better for me to just stay silent. It will only make me look like a selfless victim. I need not to blame anyone, it just hurts my ego more to blame someone who did nothing to me. This is my fault for this is my fate.

" Is there any mirror right here?" I asked.

"Here," Cristophere handed me his phone. The screen is black as I can clearly see how wasted my face is.

"Fuck," The only word that came out of my mouth.

"Did you bring any food?" My stomach produces sounds, I'm so hungry.

"Of course we did not bring anything!" Christophere shouted, stupid.

" I want water.." Ugh, my throat is so dry and I badly just need some water.

"I'm going to get you some, just wait," Cristophere answered and walked away to buy a bottle of water.

"We're going to jail," Ice says.

" Are you hungry?" Archer asked.

"No-" I answered.

"I'm going to buy food. Damn, I'm so hungry." Benedict says.

"So, we're going now.." Archer said.

"So, no one to watch over the patient-?"

"Wanna fight?" I calmly asked.

"Bro,Chill. Maybe when you heal, heal yourself first." Russell added

.

"Idiot, let's go. You really want Mr. Salandron to have a high blood attack," Archer added. I closed my eyes, I wanted to rest as they laughed their ass off.

Archer's POV

I had so much fun last night. After we drank a few shots, all of us decided to split to find Chicks that would enlighten us.

FLASHBACK:

"Shot!! Woohoo!!"

The Bar is so loud, everyone is hype up, these party people.

All i can see in every single corner of this place is the people that is almost having sex in public.

All gender is here, lesbian, gays, bisexual, I don't know and they are making out in every corner.

Some are using drugs, they are in the Comfort Room while some are already high and being addicted to it.

There are many like this here and also there are drug dealers.

At some point, dancing drunk people are everywhere, dancing different kinds of dance, some are very lewd and horny, especially this friend of mine, tsk.

Ice shouted while pouring the glass of alcohol into his body, he was very drunk and thought he drank it.

Even though he sweated so much, he danced and danced as hard as he could. The moment he joined the bunch of ladies, kissing and touching their bodies, he went missing in this goddamn crowd.

Demitri is surrounded by women, lewdly grinding their bodies into him. He is dancing with girls and is standing with his glass of gold tequila in his hand while he is grabbing the butt of this girl, moving her ass in his pet.

While I myself is watching them from a distance, trying to enjoy myself and secretly sipping some liquor in peace, I'm thinking something. This is normal to me, very normal. Like a normal day or celebration and I got tired of it already. I don't know if they also feel the same, but I guess not. They seemed to be enjoying themselves. Oh, god, I think I'm getting mature.

"Teach me how to Dougie, t-t-teach me how to Dougie~~" The song.

His eyes were closed and his lips were smiling as he danced with his hips as well as his body, they were dancing gracefully. I am very amused by looking at them, enjoying themselves, time really passes by, we're young students back then before all of us met, I could still remember those memories.

People's eyes caught both of them, lewdly dancing from the song. They were cheering and hyping them up. This is life, living our lives into its fullest.

Being free from this life, this is what life is all about.

Worry nothing, we are free and enjoying what we have right now. We cannot take back time so we must enjoy every second of it, don't have a certain priority and for now, don't have plans on having a family and only enjoying our bachelor's life.

I am sitting on this couch and secretly thinking far from this place and I'm a little bit tipsy, I have a high alcohol tolerance though. Benedict is beside me, can't decide whether to sleep or not.

He was moving his head and his eyes were almost not open.

"Bro, lie down. Yes, that's right."

I said as I gently stood up and let him lay down and have some more space to sleep. He did what I said and went right to sleep.

I am about to leave after I lay Benedict down on the couch but suddenly, a woman is holding my shoulder and dancing with me.

Her body was so close that I could feel her skin heating up the moment she started grinding me. She danced me in insane motions as her hands went down on the sinful part of my body and her lips kissed my neck, ugh.

Fuck, I'm about to close my eyes of how my body reacted on what she's doing as someone caught my eye.

I stared at her carefully in order to not be mistaken.

I stopped and pushed this woman away.

I'm not going to pretend that I did not see her.

It's been years ever since I saw this girl.

I had all my eyes on her as I immediately followed her when I noticed a man trying to get her around.

Imagine, when you're lucky once in a while. I am only an inch away from her as I grab her by the arm.

"Stephanie." I longed to mention her name.

She stopped dancing and looked at my face.

She immediately moved away and she should not disappear from my sight!

There are also so many people.

I literally did not expect that we would meet here and in the same place again. It has been many years since we broke up.

I quickly followed her and realized that she entered the comfortroom.

"Stephanie, where are you?" Holy mother of god, I fucking miss the hell out of her.

"Why are you here?!" She shouted.

"Please-"

"Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you!"

"Fine, swear at me, a lot. I deserve that." I don't know if this is just some effects of alcohol but fuck.

"We're done!" She shouted.

"MMPPHH !" I don't know how long I waited for her in front of this door.

I heard small cries of her in silence, I think she thought I would eventually go away when she wanted me to.

And finally, as soon as I noticed the door open, I Immediately kissed and gently pushed her against the wall.

The moment she slapped me hard, a rewind memory flashes of me that time but that hurt!

She is walking away from me again. But I hugged her tight behind and kissed her nape through her ear. I miss this body of hers.

It's very calming and comfortable.

"What are you eating? You're very thin already." I asked.

"Why the fuck are you asking?! Fuck you! It's none of your business! Let me go!" She shouted as she stopped her neck startled by my sinful lips. I can't stop kissing all over her neck through her ear because I know she is enjoying this, I've known her so long. I grab the cloth of her breast in order to get it down. She tried to stop my hand but I have much more strength than her.

"Fuck, I miss you...k.iss me..ple..ease." I begged while trying my tongue hard inside her mouth. She did not respond at the

kiss so I decided to slip my hand below as I suck skin on her neck and hold her breast.

"Mmmmmh." She moaned.

She was wearing a very very short skirt, fuck.

I motioned and faced her body towards mine and pressed my turned on penis through her core. I held her skirt up and I held up her black underwear in order to stuck it's cloth into her cl*t. I held more of it up and I decided to rub he cl*toris. I know women.

"Ohhh..ah..ahh.." She moaned when I used my two hands to let it apart.

I growled when I rub my p*enis to her cl*toris as her eyes roll in pleasure, she gives out and decides to hold onto my shoulder.

"Ugh..." I moan silently as she closes her eyes and bit her lips that is turning me on, more, more and more. I fastened rubbing mine to her clitoris, Ugh, something is burning and wanted to come out inside me.

"Fuck, do.. it slowly. Ugh,You're making me come.. real quick.. Hhhh.." She begged as I pumped my fingers hard into her while she held tight to me. I growled when she bit the skin of my shoulder.

Her moaning voice is making me insane.

I could smell tequila from her mouth, I licked her whole face as I moved my fingertips to her more, fast and deep.

"AHHH.. UGHHH..UH.AHH '' She moaned from my face, the inside of her was eating two of my fingers.

Pulled my fingers out and quickly unzipped my zipper.

My shclong showed up, all I can see through her eyes is the desire from wanting it.

I hold both of her legs and strongly enter between them, our flesh echoes in this comfort room.

As I go inside, she moans loudly in satisfaction.

I cannot stop myself from thrusting hard enough as I look into her, her eyes are all white while, her lips are parted and her tongue is outside.

I sip her tongue as I thrust deep into her.

"You're pussy is eating me..fuck..Ugh.." I whispered to her. She's out of her mind as I am. She's fucking tight! It's like something is eating the hell out of me. I cannot fucking stop.

I am in sweat as I feel something wanted to explode inside my stomach, and on my body.

Ugh, fuck! I thrust and thrust as she shook and moaned. Her body is quivering as I thrust and thrust deep inside her, fast. Fuck, she's eating me! I growled when she squeezed me, making me come right after her. It was clenching so hard.

This is the real comfort room, say.

"Mr. Cabballi? !!" An old policeman in front of me shouted.

"You don't seem to be in the world, anything wrong?" Russel asked.

"Uh, Nothing. What is it?" I questioned him.

"Oh, just be careful. There's no cure of foolness, many of those who got sick did not get better," Ice interfered.

It was standing again, Tch.

I stretched down my shirt to hide this bulge.

"The one who saw what happened last night is here in front of you! Are you listening? If you're not serious in this situation then you're just wasting my time. If you have nothing to do with your life! go home or I'll put you all in jail-" He scolded.

"Sir, with all due respect. Does the name seem familiar to you? You did know him right?" I cut him off.

" I don't care about anything, stop wasting my time-" He shouted.

" Demitrio, you don't know? Hmm? I don't think so. Oh, I see. You have a beloved family, right?"

I can read his eyes, I can see that I threaten him directly.

"Why are you there that night?! Do you know the person you didn't help, motherfucker! Why are you so scared? Why didn't you help him? Is the man's face familiar to you? Do you remember his face?! Answer me!" Ice shouted at the man in front of us, he's angry I know.

" Ide..wnn't know him and I don't remim..mber en..ything," This guy is drunk and out of his mind.

" Why are there only a few CCTVs?!" Russell once again shouted.

"Russell, bro, chill. I'm going to pee for a second. I'll be back," I inform them.

Russel just nodded, did not even take a glance at me. I held my pocket tightly.

"Excuse me, Chief, where can I find the Cr?" I asked.

"Just walk straight and then you're going to see a sign of a male and female, then you're.. going to..turn left,"

He said avoiding my gaze, I turned my back to him. Luckily, I am wearing an oversized shirt.

My Dear did not control itself, it won't calm down.

I need to jerk off.