[CASTELLO DI CARTE MAFIA CHRONICLES, #3] [Formerly known as *Laceration: The Game of Chains*] šššššššš Marrying a stranger is one thing. But marrying a stranger related to the man you thought you'd marry is a whole other thing. What would you do in a situation like this? I, for one, fainted at my engagement party and almost drank my ass off to get through the wedding night. Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse, they did. My husband offered me a contract, and I signed it, seeing his eagerness to get rid of me. Spending an entire year under the same roof seemed like torture, especially when my dear husband kept making excuses to talk to me, to unnerve me and unravel me with his scorching touches. Yet I liked it. But he wasn't mine. And his mistress had a lot to attest to that. šššš Marriage for power. A wife ten years younger. And a tattoo. None of these was a part of my plan to thrive as a Mafioso, yet I didn't mind any of it. It was all because of that succubus. My ruination disguised as a beautiful woman, now my bride. I was a man known for my control and snide personality, yet neither helped me overcome my desire and need to taste her skin and when I finally did, I couldn't have enough of it. The contract should've kept me away from her, should've helped me be the responsible adult and control my thoughts of having her pinned to the bed with her eyes only on me. All I wanted then was to tear that piece of paper that ensured our freedom after a certain point. I could never free her, knowing how damning it could be. There were just a few tiny problems. Her father. My past. Infiltrated enemies. And the damaging nightmares I had no control over.
MARIELLA
Pain, guilt, regret, shock, hatred, fear and anger are emotions much stronger than love, happiness, relief, gratitude and respect-that was the only lesson I had ever learned from my papa, Danilo Romano, the Underboss of Minneapolis.
The first time I had experienced one of those overwhelming emotions was when Papa had announced the news about the Capo of Cosa Nostra Adonis Vitale having a secret wife and a daughter.
At first, it was just shock. Since the age of thirteen, I had been told that he would be my husband and that we would marry him once I turned eighteen, which I had three months ago. Second, came anger. Adonis Vitale had a wife and a daughter of eight years yet his uncle David had been giving false promises to my papa for years now, hopes that I would be the wife to keep the Capo happy and that my children would be the future of Cosa Nostra.
The Vitales tore papa's spirit and pride apart, and now even his daughter's marriage was in line. Papa had not promised me to anyone, whereas girls born in the mob world were betrothed at an early age, just at David's word and for the sake of their relationship and Papa's power.
At last, there was pain... with a hint of regret. The regrets were for my feelings for Adonis Vitale. That was the source of my pain.
Marrying a man fourteen years older than me devastated me at first. Adonis Vitale was praised for his cruelty and mercilessness. Yet, I had tried to focus on the good, like his love for art and Italian culture and also his aversion toward the old traditions. I had prepared myself to be the wife he would want, just like I had been raised to do. Above all, I loved him, even if it had been from the distance. Even though he had never noticed me.
But things did not stop there.
Adonis Vitale had chosen a match for me. As a capo, he could, but as a man who could've been my husband, he shouldn't have. He had zero regrets and no remorse for what he had done to me. Instead, he had just declared that the man would be a good fit for me and Papa, like an obedient servant of his, had agreed.
Fast forward to a few weeks later and here I was, standing in front of the mirror and trying to hold my composure. The dark green satin dress with a halter neckline and a high slit on the leg was to make me look older, and the stilettos were to make me taller because I was the hype of the evening.
It was my engagement party, yet I didn't know the man who would put the ring on my finger. Surely I knew his name and how Papa had once described him as 'a piece of incompetent shit' in front of the family. Yet, no one had been happier about my marriage to that same man than Papa.
"Are you ready?" My younger sister, Arabella, entered the room, her brown hair braided at the back and her frock clinging between her sticklike legs. Arabella and I differed by only two years, yet she and I looked nothing alike, except for our doe eyes and pouty lips. I had blonde hair, like my mama. "Mama will be up any minute with the same question."
I took a long gulp and then exhaled, my muscles too tight to move from the vanity. I looked at my sister's reflection in the round mirror. She was lucky that she would get to choose whoever she wanted to be with and not be bartered away for the benefit of the family. It was always the eldest child's burden to bear.
"Where's Papa?"
"He's downstairs tending to the guests. There are fewer people compared to our cousin's engagement party back in Florida."
"He didn't have the time to invite many people, since it all happened so fast," Mama said, walking into my room with a pair of silver earrings in her hand. "I believe these will look good."
I took the earrings from her and said, "Thank you. The stones on these match with the one on my necklace as well."
She nodded. "I know. Now, hurry. Be ready." Arabella grinned from the side and Mama quickly asked, "What's that face?"
"What?" She shrugged. "That's my everyday smile."
"No, that's your I-told-you smile. I've raised you and paid attention enough to know how you look when there's something mischievous going on in that little head of yours." Mama took a deep breath and said to her, "Listen. Try not to grab too much attention with your silly jokes or snorting laugh or else it'll be you on the marriage pedestal and not your sister. She's the quieter one."
"I'm sure you'll be delighted to get rid of me," Arabella said, rolling her eyes and standing next to me. "Now you can go downstairs before Papa starts telling people stories about how he saved his men from pirates." I laughed and put on the earrings before shifting away from my vanity table. As soon as Mama left the room, she added, "I'll be in my best behaviour."
"Will you?"
"I can't promise," she whispered. "Besides, who'll help you if you decide you can't tolerate your fiancƩ and want to get rid of him?"
"Getting rid of him isn't an option, Ara." I cautioned, "Papa's reputation's in line."
"It's not about reputation. You'll be married, and in two years, he'll send me away to an unknown household as well," she gritted. "He just wants to get rid of us and be free of the burdens of caring for his daughters."
"Papa is not like that, and you know it."
Our papa differed from other fathers I had heard of from my friends. He was a powerful man, and that oozed off of him, but he had never considered showing that off inside the four walls. He loved us all, even though he rarely ever said it out loud.
"Then why is he forcing you to get married?" she asked.
"He didn't force me," I admitted. "I agreed to it because I know of the consequences of not being married in time. Better to marry a stranger than be single forever, only to bring shame and rumours to the family. That is how our world is. You know how the consigliere's sister is suffering, don't you?"
"Yeah, yeah. How could I not? Papa keeps talking about Rosaline Guerra like she's the fresh meat of the day," she scoffed. "But we're talking about Papa here. He should've consoled you, told you that caring about his reputation isn't your duty. But he remained quiet and behaved like it was your decision."
"Well, it is my duty to care for him. He's my father."
"And it's his duty to care for you as well. What if this man that you're marrying doesn't treat you nicely? Or beats you up? Or abuses you against your wishes?" Her questions rendered me speechless.
I had thought about these. But how was I supposed to tell my sister that I would choose to be quiet? "We won't know until we see him, Ara," I said calmly, even though my thoughts were tumultuous.
"A man's appearance shouldn't be the judge of him," she warned.
I huffed. There was no arguing with her. "Is he here?" I asked, instead.
"Your fiancƩ? No. I heard David Vitale saying he'll be late," Arabella answered in a whisper.
I shook my head and groaned. "Not him. Is Adonis Vitale here?"
She straightened and frowned. "I've seen you fawn over Adonis Vitale almost all my life when he didn't even know you existed."
My face scrunched with discomfort, but the person my sister was, she didn't care. She would rub the truth on my face, even if it hurt.
"It was all you in your own head with you and Adonis and your two perfect kids. But face it! It was never meant to happen." Before I could speak, she added, "He has a perfect wife. A wife who's not an eighteen-year-old."
"Where did you hear that?"
"Word in the air. She's something around twenty-five or six and is the eldest Rossi heir."
"Rossi? You mean the Outfit?"
Arabella nodded. "She's a Mafioso princess, a capo's sister."
That explained why she had been the recent talk in the Cosa Nostra. Outfit and Cosa Nostra's alliance was a huge deal in the entirety of America, and the bond was being held by Adonis Vitale's wife.
Arabella spoke, "It's been a month since their wedding and everyone's still talking about what a good pair Adonis Vitale and his wife make."
My insides curled. I shouldn't have been sad at my engagement party, but there was no denying the pain I felt. "Are you trying to make me jealous?"
"I'm trying to make you realise that there's no chance of anything happening between you and him." She went on, "He's a married man now. Has been for the past eight years."
"Why do you think he kept her hidden?" I'd been wondering about this for weeks. At least if Papa had known about this woman, he would've told me and I wouldn't have held onto false expectations.
"I don't know and I don't care," Arabella said. "You were in love with him. He wasn't. He loves his wife and his daughter if he knows what love even is. You were never in the hundred-meter radius of his life, so it's you who needs to move on from him. And not him that needs to regret leaving you."
"You don't have to say it like that."
"But it is the truth. It's better if it hurts you now than in front of those guests down there."
I closed my eyes and licked, the taste of my strawberry lip gloss coating my tongue. I didn't want to go through.
I had once imagined how it would feel like to stand in a room filled with people and a man, specifically Adonis Vitale, claiming me as his. But the person standing on the dais with me today wouldn't be him. Adonis would be amongst the audiences, cheering, while another man bound me to him forever.
And that man would be Eros Castellanos.
***
EROS
Nothing had ever pissed me enough to make me lose my mind, except for Elias Morello and his schemes, which were a completely different chapter. What I meant was that I had never been this pissed at my brother. But today was a special occasion.
It was my engagement party, and I was running late. I was screwed . . . on the spot of my car by this hot brunette sucking on my dick at this very moment.
I looked down to meet Ira's eyes, her lips perfectly wrapped around my cock like some blowjob expert.
On usual days, I would've enjoyed every head she was willing to give me, but right now, all I did was watch her and my wristwatch every five seconds, wondering when I would finish. My orgasm was a far cry.
Pulling her lips away, licking the tip a few times, she looped her fingers around me and said, "I think the thoughts of your new child bride are messing with your head today."
"Tell me about it."
"I don't know what makes me sadder-the fact that you're getting married or that I'm not invited to it," she said grimly.
I lifted her chin up and, drawing my face close to hers, I whispered, "You know I can't invite you. My brother will kill me, and above all, it's better if you stayed away from our world. I like it better this way."
I had met Ira two years ago when she was just twenty, still thriving for a career. I had taken her as my assistant for a short while before I discovered that she herself was the daughter of an influential businessman in the south. She had left me and joined her father's company, but she and I kept seeing each other.
"I really want to see who this girl is." She pulled herself up on my lap, my hard cock rubbing the wet fabric of her panties. She ground against me, saying, "Even if it'll just be for once, I'm jealous that she'll have something that has been mine for the longest time."
I slumped back, releasing a heavy breath while she slid the crotch of her panties and settled herself on me, my erection fully inside her, her pussy warm and soaking. She rode me, clutching onto the shoulder of my tuxedo tightly.
"It's a tradition, so there's no way of going around it."
She moaned. "I know."
"You have nothing to worry about," I said, against her lips and kissed her, her tongue laving mine desperately.
She had been jealous about my marriage, but she knew it was important. When Domenico, Adonis's Consigliere, had suggested it, I remembered laughing like a moron, almost rolling off of my chair. But then he stated the facts and reasons behind that decision.
My childish choice many years ago about being a part of the mob world had cost me many things. But above all, it had cost me my sanity. Yet still, it demanded more. Other underbosses demanded that I either be a part of it according to their customs or not at all. And after coming this far with my brother, I couldn't just step off of my position as the underboss of Manhattan and lose everything I had.
These Mafia customs demanded my marriage, a tattoo on my skin-branding me as a part of the Cosa Nostra forever-and a murder, all of which I had avoided long ago, because my brother, Adonis Vitale, was the capo, the boss of all bosses.
There was no escape anymore. No avoiding my fate.
Marrying Mariella Romano was for only one reason. Power. Her father was one of the most powerful underbosses, and that would have me a solid spot and allies that would come in handy. Because there was more than one person waiting to pluck me out of here, like a weed. But I wouldn't go anywhere.
I smirked as I said, "Just a year or two, until I kill my enemies and then Mariella will be gone, and you and I would finally be together."
CASTELLO DI CARTE MAFIA CHRONICLES, BOOK 2 [Also known as POSSESSION: THE GAME OF CLUBS] šššššššš What is worse than being forced to marry a man youāve never even met? Iāll answer it. Drinking with a man whoās off-limits and sleeping with him just to prove a point. Plus points, if heās not the man you're supposed to marry. After one drunken mistake with the enemy, I swore to never entertain him again. But the next time we met, things turned a little too hot in the bathroom. He was the enemy, one I should've known better than to involve myself with, but I couldnāt resist his unbreakable allure. His need for me kindled a spark that made me lose control and forget who I was. Sex was not the only reason. It was the way he softly whispered sweet words into my ears and the way he held me. It was the intensity with which he looked at me and made me feel desired. There was one tiny problem. His marriage was in four months. To the woman who called me her friend. ššššššš They say thereās pleasure in tasting the things you cannot have. Forbidden passion has its own mind when deep-rooted inside someone. I never knew the depth of these words until I saw herāthe woman desired by many but touched by none. She was the brightest pink rose in a sea full of white ones. She was covered in thorns, a boundary only I dared to cross because I had nothing to lose. Only, she wasnāt mine, nor I, hers. Every moment we spent together reminded us of the reality meant for us. Some sacrifices are made for the greater good, but what good comes from leaving behind the one thing you never had and have finally found? She surrendered herself to me. Body and soul. Until the end of our agreement. So what if one of us wanted more in the end? What if the one was me?
CASTELLO DI CARTE MAFIA CHRONICLES, BOOK 1 [Also known as PRECARIOUS: THE GAME OF HEARTS] ššššš When my mother's declining health forced me to reconsider my career options, my boss steered me in an unexpected direction. The was simple: get in, get the information, and get the out. Except, it wasn't that easy. Especially when my target was the most nefarious man alive in New York. The closer I got to him, the more I saw sides of him I never expected. He burned me with his scorching touch, demanding and eager gazes. He was determined to have me at all costs. One might think he would stop at that, butādevil, help meāhe needed more. More than I was ready to give. There was a reason I never wanted to the Underworld. When my past came crashing onto my doorstep, every lie unravelled, but nothing prepared me for the worst. The truth about the connection between the man I desired and my dead sister. šššššš We all know what they say about sweet things: when consumed excessively, they turn from savoury to bitter. That was what she was. A poor excuse for a sweet I wanted to devour. I wanted to make her suffer with the same intensity. She deserved it. And so did her scheming sister. Only, I didnāt know the latter was dead, and I might be the one at fault. But did that stop me from craving her? , no. My desire to have her magnified. She became mine the moment she walked into my life with those hauntingly blue eyes. She could give me the one thing I never had in life: happiness. But being the master at ruining everything, how could I ever be the man she wanted me to be?
šššššš They say one night of recklessness doesn't hurt. Well, they probably have never been in a scandal involving a conceited, rude billionaire who thinks he can just waltz into my life and dictate it. Yes, that's right. Jordan Sykes thought I was an easy woman, so when the news about our long-hidden romance, which, by the way, I had no idea of, goes out, he has no problem admitting to the entire world that heās in love with me. Geez, we only had sex that one time. And as much as I hate it, I canāt deny how good it was. Neither can I deny the need for more. But Iām a grown woman, well capable of controlling my urges. So when he walks into my aunt's cafe and proposes the idea of fake dating, just for some sort of inheritance game, I say no. Unfortunately, he knows one weak point of mine and thus begins our gambitāa play-act to fool the millions of prying eyes, but most importantly, his cunning family. Do you remember when I said I could control my urges? I didnāt know I would have to see him again, let alone spend one year in the same apartment with him as his fake girlfriend. Well, Iām screwed.
THE NEW YORK BACHELORS CLUB, #1 Formerly known as HEALING MR. BROWN ššššš My celibacy had nothing to do with god. I couldn't care less about sleeping around. The problem was I was afraid of touches. Yeah, that's right. Intimacy didn't bother me as long as it was more on the emotional level. That changed when I met Vincent Brown. He was the epitome of trouble wrapped in a dark-haired, six-foot, brawny body. Yet his touch didn't unnerve me. Worse, I loved the way it felt. Our relationship started as strangers in a one-night stand and then on a tour around Paris before going back to our different paths. After five years of avoiding him, who would've thought we would cross paths at a wedding, of all places? Now that he knows who I am, he's determined to make me stay. He's too hard to deny when he looks at me like I'm the only meal he wants to have and touches me as if I consume every being in his body. Only he doesn't know the burden I carry. And the reason I feared being touched. ššššššš She was the perfect balance of fun, humour and strength with a beautiful soul and the most delicious scent I've smelled. When she proposed the idea of remaining strangers, I couldn't have cared less, but that was before I knew her. Five years since and she's still on my mind. When I find her again, it's like she's not the same person anymore. I'm torn between wanting to pull her close and letting her go to protect her from the demons I can't control. Being a selfish arse, you can probably guess which option I would choose. In my quest to know more about her, I come across things I least expect. They say secrets can crumble even the strongest castles, but it's okay to lie to protect the ones you love, though, right? Except I doubt she believes the same. If she learns of the things I've been hiding for the past five years, she wouldn't see me the same way. Plus, I know her brother's death wasn't a hit-and-run case.
Rosalynn's marriage to Brian wasn't what she envisioned it to be. Her husband, Brian, barely came home. He avoided her like a plague. Worse still, he was always in the news for dating numerous celebrities. Rosalynn persevered until she couldn't take it anymore. She upped and left after filing for a divorce. Everything changed days later. Brian took interest in a designer that worked for his company anonymously. From her profile, he could tell that she was brilliant and dazzling. He pulled the stops to find out her true identity. Little did he know that he was going to receive the greatest shocker of his life. Brian bit his finger with regret when he recalled his past actions and the woman he foolishly let go.
Rumors said that Lucas married an unattractive woman with no background. In the three years they were together, he remained cold and distant to Belinda, who endured in silence. Her love for him forced her to sacrifice her self-worth and her dreams. When Lucas' true love reappeared, Belinda realized that their marriage was a sham from the start, a ploy to save another woman's life. She signed the divorce papers and left. Three years later, Belinda returned as a surgical prodigy and a maestro of the piano. Lost in regret, Lucas chased her in the rain and held her tightly. "You are mine, Belinda."
On her wedding day, Khloeās sister connived with her groom, framing her for a crime she didnāt commit. She was sentenced to three years in prison, where she endured much suffering. When Khloe was finally released, her evil sister used their mother to coerce Khloe into an indecent liaison with an elderly man. As fate would have it, Khloe crossed paths with Henrik, the dashing yet ruthless mobster who sought to alter the course of her life. Despite Henrikās cold exterior, he cherished Khloe like no other. He helped her take retribution from her tormentors and kept her from being bullied again.
Everyone thought Lorenzo truly loved Gracie, until the day of their daughterās heart surgery. To Gracieās utter shock, Lorenzo gave the precious organ needed by their child to another woman. Devastated, Gracie opted for a divorce. Fueled by her need for revenge, Gracie joined hands with Lorenzoās uncle, Waylon, and orchestrated Lorenzoās downfall. In the end, Lorenzo was left with nothing and consumed by remorse. He pleaded for a reconciliation. Gracie thought she was free to move on with her life, but Waylon held her back in a death grip. āDid you think you can just walk out on me?ā
"I, Sophia Addison, of the Crescent Moon Pack, deny your rejection, Jacob Carter." I smiled triumphantly at him and he just glared at me. I can hear loud gasps and whispers throughout the place. They cannot believe that their goody-two-shoes of a senior year president is rejecting me in front of everybody. What goody-two-shoes? More like a two faced jerk! That is why, here I am, denying his rejection. Oh well, I refuse to suffer alone. So...let us both suffer together my dear mate.
"Love is blind!" Lucinda abandoned her beautiful and comfortable life because of a man. She married him and slaved off for him for three long years. One day, the scales finally fell off her eyes. She realized that all her efforts were in vain. Her husband, Nathaniel still treated her like shit. All he cared about was his lover. "Enough is enough! I quit wasting my years with an ungrateful man!" Lucinda's heart was shattered into many pieces, but she summoned up the courage to ask for a divorce. The news caused a stir online! A filthy rich young woman recently got divorced? She was a good catch! Countless CEOs and handsome young men immediately swarmed to her like bees to honey! Nathaniel couldn't take it anymore. He held a press conference and begged with teary eyes, "I love you, Lucinda. I can't live without you. Please come back to me." Would Lucinda give him a second chance? Read to find out!