Aleisha Brown's life has been a winding road of choices that left scars only she can see. Haunted by a past she wishes she could rewrite, she once sought love and acceptance in all the wrong places, even finding herself in a forbidden relationship with her deceased mother's brother. When she meets Alex Riviere, everything changes. With an unwavering love, Alex sees beyond Aleisha's mistakes, embracing her dark past without judgement and offering her a chance to build her life on a foundation of true acceptance and forgiveness. His faith in her opens the door to healing--but only if she's willing to let go of her shame and accept the love he offers so freely. Will Aleisha take Alex's hand and find the courage to break free from the chains of her past? Or will she remain trapped in a cycle of guilt, unable to embrace the redemption she so desperately craves? Dive into a story of passion, forgiveness, and the journey to self-discovery as Aleisha faces the ultimate choice between running from her past or finally finding peace with it.
My name is Aleisha brown, I'm 30 years old and I am a sex addict. no matter how many bodies I've had, how many men I've been with, how many sex styles. I just can't have enough sex or seem to be satisfied. I always want it more and more than ever.
I have a lot of fantasies I wanna try out and I even have a bucket list of them, the crazy thing now is I've ticked off most of my bucket list but the more I tick, the more I have more fantasies and want them to be fulfilled.
I'm not proud of being a freaking sex but I can't help it, I can take on 7 men at a time and still want more, no matter how much sex I have. it's just never enough.
let's take a walk through memory lane. I lost my parents when I was 18 and I started staying with my uncle who was my mom's younger brother. and he brought was the one that made me addicted to sex. my uncle has been married over 7 times, but none of the marriages lasted for 2/3 years. then he tried dating, it was the same thing. none of his girlfriends lasted up to a month with him.
He was not faithful or committed enough to keep a woman. I was homeschooled while I stayed with my uncle. from the first day I arrived at his home, he started flirting with me and at one point touched my boobs and said I was fast becoming and adult and he was excited and couldn't wait. I didn't quite understand what he meant by that but I just laughed it off.
No, my uncle was 23 at the time I started staying with him. he allowed me settle in till I was ready to warm up to him, which took over a month but during that time frame I noticed he talked and touched me inappropriately. I told him to stop and cut it off but he only pushed further, saying my resilience will only make him want me more. but the evening of that day, he apologized and said he didn't know what came over him and why he made spoke to me that way, I saw his apology as bullshit and didn't utter a word to him and then went to bed.
One day I was in my room showering, he knew I was naked, and came into my room quietly and pretended to look for something, and just then I came out of the bathroom and I was naked, he stopped whatever he was doing and I could see the bulge in his pants start to form, and instead of turning around, he had a sheepish smile and was commenting on my body, saying I was fast becoming a woman.
I quickly grabbed my towel from the chair beside me and wrapped it around my body and asked him what the hell he was doing in my room, he came to borrow my cord and knocked on my door before entering and didn't hear a response so he assumed I was asleep and came in quietly so as not to wake me up. I knew he was lying and told him to wrap his bullshit up and get the fuck out of my room. he smiled and winked at me before leaving and I say on my bed in disbelief.
I was so angry, I just put on my clothes, grabbed my headphones and put on music, at night I refused going down for dinner because I was expecting my uncle to apologize to me but he didn't, he later sent me a text saying
"when you feel like it, come down for dinner...there's food in the microwave, I'm going to bed" I couldn't believe his audacity, he should've at least said he was sorry, but he acted like nothing happened. I decided not to think about it and just go to bed. the next day I went downstairs and my uncle said he wanted to talked about my education since a month had passed already and he didn't want me lacking behind in academics. I asked him if he had a school in mind for me and he said he wanted me homeschooled, I didn't disagree with him, since I want ready to deal with the outside world, as my parents death had messed me up really badly. I said no problem and went about my day in the house.
In the night, my uncle came in my room and was begging me to give myself to him, I thought of screaming but he quickly threw his hands over my mouth, and continued begging me, after much pressure, I finally caved in. my first time was very painful as hell but after that I couldn't get over the pleasure I felt afterwards.
Almost like my uncle had instant regret, he quickly went to his room, in his room he stood arms akimbo and thought to himself "omg, I had sex with her" and after which he avoided me completely. after my first home schooling. that night I was the one who went to his room and begged him for another night of pleasure and he said he couldn't do it anymore, and he felt dirty and as if he had betrayed my mother. I started guilt tripping him saying he should've thought about that before begging to be inside of me.
He also caved him and we had sex again, after which I went to my room, and he sat on his bed in deep regret, where as I in my room I kept reminiscing about what happened earlier, and for the first time, I picked up my phone to watch porn...I started getting aroused and thought about going back to my uncle when I came across a video of a girl masturbating, I didn't everything I saw in the video and touched myself to sleepy it felt good.
Kaidan, the Demon Lord, rules Hell with an iron fist, feared by all who dwell in its fiery depths. Immortal, powerful, and endlessly alone, he has long accepted that love is a weakness he can never afford. But when he crosses paths with Emilia, a mortal woman whose soul glows brighter than the flames of Hell itself, his unyielding resolve begins to crack. Emilia is a woman of the modern world-fiercely independent and completely unaware of the dark forces conspiring to claim her. Drawn to Kaidan by a fate neither of them can control, she becomes more than just a pawn in the demon lord's eternal game. As passion ignites between them, Kaidan faces a choice: keep Emilia as a mortal, or turn her into something more powerful, something eternal-like him. In a battle of love, destiny, and dark forces, Kaidan must decide if he's willing to risk his domain, his power, and his very existence for the one woman who could break him-or make him whole. But in Hell, even love comes with a price. And Emilia's rebirth may be the beginning of a new reign... for both of them.
"You're a creepy bastard." His eyes smolder me and his answering grin is nothing short of beautiful. Deadly. "Yet you hunger for me. Tell me, this appetite of yours, does it always tend toward 'creepy bastards'?" **** Widower and ex-boss to the Mafia, Zefiro Della Rocca, has an unhealthy fixation on the woman nextdoor. It began as a coincidence, growing into mere curiosity, and soon, it was an itch he couldn't ignore, like a quick fix of crack for an addict. He didn't know her name, but he knew every inch of her skin, how it flushed when she climaxed, her favourite novel and that every night she contemplated suicide. He didn't want to care, despising his rapt fascination of the woman. She was in love with her abusive husband. She was married, bound by a contract to the Bratva's hitman. She was off-limits. But when Zefiro wanted something, it was with an intensity that bordered on madness. He obsessed, possessed, owned. There'd be bloodshed if he touched her, but the sight of blood always did fascinate him. * When Susanna flees from her husband, she stumbles right into the arms of her devilishly handsome neighbour with a brooding glare. He couldn't stand her, but she needed him, if she was ever going to escape her husband who now wanted her dead. Better the devil you know than the angel you don't. She should have recalled that before hopping into Zefiro's car and letting him whisk her away to Italy. Maybe then, she wouldn't have started an affair with him. He was the only man who touched her right, and the crazy man took no small pains in ensuring he would be the last.
Veronica is an eighteen-year-old omega who falls into an emotional breakdown when her Mate, who was soon to be the Alpha of the Sun crest pack, turns against her, hurls hurtful words at her, and rejects her on the night of the full moon festival because he and everyone in the pack, including her, thinks she is an omega. As if the pain of rejection, helplessness, and worthlessness wasn't enough, she lost her best and only friend to the cold hands of death when rogue wolves attacked their pack. Right in the presence of her mate, she was tagged as someone who always attracted problems and calamities anywhere she went and he turned a blind eye and watched as she was banished from the pack. With hatred for her life, she runs deep into the woods that were off-limits and jumps off to end her life, but in a turn of events, something else happens. What would her mate do when he finds out that Veronica is not who he thinks she is? Will she be able to forgive him? What fate lies ahead for them?
After two years of marriage, Sadie was finally pregnant. Filled with hope and joy, she was blindsided when Noah asked for a divorce. During a failed attempt on her life, Sadie found herself lying in a pool of blood, desperately calling Noah to ask him to save her and the baby. But her calls went unanswered. Shattered by his betrayal, she left the country. Time passed, and Sadie was about to be wed for a second time. Noah appeared in a frenzy and fell to his knees. "How dare you marry someone else after bearing my child?"
Linsey was stood up by her groom to run off with another woman. Furious, she grabbed a random stranger and declared, "Let's get married!" She had acted on impulse, realizing too late that her new husband was the notorious rascal, Collin. The public laughed at her, and even her runaway ex offered to reconcile. But Linsey scoffed at him. "My husband and I are very much in love!" Everyone thought she was delusional. Then Collin was revealed to be the richest man in the world. In front of everyone, he got down on one knee and held up a stunning diamond ring. "I look forward to our forever, honey."
Elin spent twenty years deeply loving her husband, finally marrying him just as she'd always dreamed. But reality shattered her illusions—he wasn't the man she believed. Instead, he callously destroyed her family, crushing her heart beyond repair. At her lowest point, Ruben, equally betrayed that night, approached her steadily. "Marry me, Elin. I'll help you take revenge." Yet, after their wedding, she quickly discovered he was dangerously unpredictable. "I made a mistake. Let's divorce..." Ruben slid his arm possessively around her waist, whispering a chilling promise, "Only in death."
Kaelyn devoted three years tending to her husband after a terrible accident. But once he was fully recovered, he cast her aside and brought his first love back from abroad. Devastated, Kaelyn decided on a divorce as people mocked her for being discarded. She went on to reinvent herself, becoming a highly sought-after doctor, a champion racer, and an internationally renowned architectural designer. Even then, the traitors sneered in disdain, believing Kaelyn would never find someone. But then the ex-husband’s uncle, a powerful warlord, returned with his army to ask for Kaelyn’s hand in marriage.