MY INSATIABLE DESIRES

My name is Aleisha brown, I'm 30 years old and I am a sex addict. no matter how many bodies I've had, how many men I've been with, how many sex styles. I just can't have enough sex or seem to be satisfied. I always want it more and more than ever.

I have a lot of fantasies I wanna try out and I even have a bucket list of them, the crazy thing now is I've ticked off most of my bucket list but the more I tick, the more I have more fantasies and want them to be fulfilled.

I'm not proud of being a freaking sex but I can't help it, I can take on 7 men at a time and still want more, no matter how much sex I have. it's just never enough.

let's take a walk through memory lane. I lost my parents when I was 18 and I started staying with my uncle who was my mom's younger brother. and he brought was the one that made me addicted to sex. my uncle has been married over 7 times, but none of the marriages lasted for 2/3 years. then he tried dating, it was the same thing. none of his girlfriends lasted up to a month with him.

He was not faithful or committed enough to keep a woman. I was homeschooled while I stayed with my uncle. from the first day I arrived at his home, he started flirting with me and at one point touched my boobs and said I was fast becoming and adult and he was excited and couldn't wait. I didn't quite understand what he meant by that but I just laughed it off.

No, my uncle was 23 at the time I started staying with him. he allowed me settle in till I was ready to warm up to him, which took over a month but during that time frame I noticed he talked and touched me inappropriately. I told him to stop and cut it off but he only pushed further, saying my resilience will only make him want me more. but the evening of that day, he apologized and said he didn't know what came over him and why he made spoke to me that way, I saw his apology as bullshit and didn't utter a word to him and then went to bed.

One day I was in my room showering, he knew I was naked, and came into my room quietly and pretended to look for something, and just then I came out of the bathroom and I was naked, he stopped whatever he was doing and I could see the bulge in his pants start to form, and instead of turning around, he had a sheepish smile and was commenting on my body, saying I was fast becoming a woman.

I quickly grabbed my towel from the chair beside me and wrapped it around my body and asked him what the hell he was doing in my room, he came to borrow my cord and knocked on my door before entering and didn't hear a response so he assumed I was asleep and came in quietly so as not to wake me up. I knew he was lying and told him to wrap his bullshit up and get the fuck out of my room. he smiled and winked at me before leaving and I say on my bed in disbelief.

I was so angry, I just put on my clothes, grabbed my headphones and put on music, at night I refused going down for dinner because I was expecting my uncle to apologize to me but he didn't, he later sent me a text saying

"when you feel like it, come down for dinner...there's food in the microwave, I'm going to bed" I couldn't believe his audacity, he should've at least said he was sorry, but he acted like nothing happened. I decided not to think about it and just go to bed. the next day I went downstairs and my uncle said he wanted to talked about my education since a month had passed already and he didn't want me lacking behind in academics. I asked him if he had a school in mind for me and he said he wanted me homeschooled, I didn't disagree with him, since I want ready to deal with the outside world, as my parents death had messed me up really badly. I said no problem and went about my day in the house.

In the night, my uncle came in my room and was begging me to give myself to him, I thought of screaming but he quickly threw his hands over my mouth, and continued begging me, after much pressure, I finally caved in. my first time was very painful as hell but after that I couldn't get over the pleasure I felt afterwards.

Almost like my uncle had instant regret, he quickly went to his room, in his room he stood arms akimbo and thought to himself "omg, I had sex with her" and after which he avoided me completely. after my first home schooling. that night I was the one who went to his room and begged him for another night of pleasure and he said he couldn't do it anymore, and he felt dirty and as if he had betrayed my mother. I started guilt tripping him saying he should've thought about that before begging to be inside of me.

He also caved him and we had sex again, after which I went to my room, and he sat on his bed in deep regret, where as I in my room I kept reminiscing about what happened earlier, and for the first time, I picked up my phone to watch porn...I started getting aroused and thought about going back to my uncle when I came across a video of a girl masturbating, I didn't everything I saw in the video and touched myself to sleepy it felt good.