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and naked with our housekeeper. He called it "somatic therapy." I wa
fall and a miscarriage, fra
bleeding on the floor, my husband scoffed, "Don't
facility, publicly painting me as delusion
had gotten rid
d break me out. He didn't know I
ut to teach the good docto
pte
on was already gone, a note on his pillow saying "urgent patient." It was always an urgent patient, always a cris
ed a tune, picturing his surprised face, his rare, genuine smile. I dressed in the silk dress he once said
art dwindled, replaced by a dull throb. I called his clinic, but his assistan
ty therapist, was a master of it. He believed in healing trauma through b
rite artisanal tea, and drove to his private clinic. The clinic was quiet, the waiting room empty. I walked down th
. The smile froze. My breath hitched. The thermos slipped from my tremblin
pilfering expensive trinkets. She was straddling him, her head thrown back, her hair a wild mess against the pristine cushions. Her skin, usually pale, wa
through the silence, confirming the intimacy I was witnessing.
ck with fake vulnerability, "You saved me. Aga
n't quite hear, but the tenderness in his tone was a knife twisting in my hea
e. Carmen shrieked, scrambling off Carlton, trying to cover herself with a throw pillow. Carlton,
ined whisper, laced with disbe
ly man, reeking of stale beer and desperation, stormed in. Bud Moody. Car
ldn't touch my wife again!" He lunged at Carlton, a wild punch connecting w
lton, wailed, "Bud, stop! He wa
police officers, sirens wailing faintly from outside. The scen
Are you alright, Carmen?" He then turned to the police, his face a mask of calm authority. "Officers, this is a misunderstanding. My patient, Ms. Hodges, was un
icers looked genuinely confused. They looked from Carmen, still trembling
streaming down her face. "He... he was helpin
ickly returned to Carmen, reassuring her with a gentle nod. He was protecting her. Her repu
ecided it wasn't a domestic dispute in the traditional sense, but a bizarre "therapy
u shouldn't have come here. This is highly unprofessiona
aste in my mouth. "Unprofessional? You wer
air. "It's not what you think. It's a complex, experimen
f-serving delusion. He looked away, then back to Carmen, who was now being helped by ano
all of indifference. I watched him go, my chest tight. The man I had loved for a decade
e a tomb. I walked into our bedroom, the room where we had shared so many intimate moments, where we had built a life, or
used to getting what I wanted, but he was the one who resisted. He rejected my advances, claiming he was too focused on his career, too dam
obsessed. My family worried. But I was convinced I was the one for him. And eventually, after years, he relented. He said
succeeded. I thought I had earned his love, his respect. But today, I saw the truth. He never loved me
ed. He walked past me in the living room, heading straight for the kitchen. "Ar
shattered. "Carlton, what abou
d you. Somatic therapy. She's a very fragile
ad a choice, Carlton! You could have referred her elsewhere
understand the complexities of treating such severe trauma." He used his "therapist voice," calm
he would never admit to what he had done. He would twist it, rati
"You seem agitated, Alexis. Perhaps you need t
pain into a delusion. But he didn't know everything. He didn't know I wa
ir. No. I wouldn't be medicated, wouldn't be dismissed. I ha
but firm. "I don't need a sedative. I nee
t mask firmly in place. My mind raced, forming a plan. A desperate, dange

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