She reached out to push them away, but how could they let her off so easily?
Someone grabbed her wrist and forced the drink down her throat.
The thick alcohol burned, tears streaming from her eyes.
"Cough, cough, cough..."
She coughed violently.
Eleonore realized she couldn't let this go on any longer.
She spotted Spencer Knight - Preston's closest friend since Dartmouth University - leaning against the bar.
She called out desperately, "Spencer."
The man turned around, a lazy smile on his face. "What's wrong? Need some help?"
Eleonore summoned every ounce of strength she had. "Help me find him. Let him save me..."
Spencer gestured with his wine glass toward the end of the rooftop. "He's on the balcony. I guess he needs some fresh air."
"Hahaha, what are you praying for? You thought Preston would come save you? Dream on!"
"You're nothing but the nanny he married!"
...
The mockery came wave after wave.
It wasn't until the party crowd dispersed that they finally let Eleonore go.
Yes.
This was her place now.
In everyone's eyes, she was nothing more than a woman who threw herself at a man who didn't love her.
The late autumn wind was picking up, and she felt a chill.
She walked toward the heavy glass doors of the balcony. Through the soundproofed pane, she could see Preston's back. He was leaning against the railing, a cigarette held loosely between his fingers, talking to Spencer - Spencer must have followed him there.
Her hand was just reaching for the handle when Spencer's voice cut through a slight gap in the door, a low murmur against the wind.
"So, Vanessa's really back for good?"
Eleonore's hand froze. Her breath caught in her throat. A cold dread, heavy and suffocating, began to pool in her stomach.
Vanessa. The woman buried deep inside her husband's heart.
She heard Preston's reply, tinged with both resignation and relief. "Yeah. She is."
Spencer asked, "What about Eleonore? You can't just string her along."
Eleonore held her breath. The nails of her free hand dug into her palm.
Then Preston laughed.
It wasn't a happy sound.
It was short, bitter, like the scrape of metal on stone.
That sound shot through her, a shard of ice lodging itself directly in her heart.
"Eleonore is great," Preston said. "She's... perfect. She never makes a fuss, understands my work. It's comfortable."
"Comfortable isn't love, man."
Spencer pressed, "You know it."
A long silence followed. Eleonore could only watch as Preston took a drag from his cigarette, the smoke curling from his lips and disappearing into the dark night sky. It felt like an eternity.
Finally, he spoke the words that sentenced their three years together to death.
"I know. But after everything with Vanessa... Eleonore was exactly what I needed. She even looks a bit like her, you know? Maybe this is for the best. She has her looks, she has the personality that suits me - like a thoughtful nanny."
The world tilted on its axis. A wave of nausea washed over her, so violent she had to press her hand hard against her mouth to keep from gagging. The elegant party, the glittering city, the man she loved - it all dissolved into a blurry, meaningless mess.
A substitute.
Spencer sighed, the sound heavy with disappointment. "So she's just a substitute? That's messed up, Preston."
"I don't want to hurt her, I really don't." Preston's voice was strained, full of a struggle she now realized had nothing to do with her. "But I can't let Vanessa go. Not again."
Every word was a brand, searing itself into her memory. Three years of her life. Three years of quiet support, of loving him through family crises and business deals, of believing she was building a future with him. It was all a lie. A convenient, comfortable lie.
A joke.
She couldn't listen anymore. She backed away from the door, her movements silent, robotic. Each step away from that balcony felt like walking on broken glass. She didn't turn back toward the party. She walked straight to the elevator, her face a pale, blank mask.
The elevator doors slid open, and she stepped inside. The mirrored walls reflected a stranger - a woman with a face as white as bone, eyes wide and empty, wearing a beautiful dress that suddenly felt like a costume. She saw the resemblance then, the slight curve of her jaw, the shape of her eyes. The features she had inherited from her mother, now tainted. For the first time in her life, she hated the face staring back at her.
The ride down from the penthouse was silent. She walked out into the cold street. The doorman tipped his hat as she passed, but she didn't see him. She hailed a cab and gave the address to the Park Avenue apartment they shared. Their apartment. The word tasted like ash in her mouth.
Inside, the space was filled with ghosts. A photo of them in the Hamptons on the mantelpiece. His favorite leather armchair. The scent of his cologne lingering in the air. It was all a mockery.
She walked into his study - a room she had always respected as his private sanctuary. Her movements were calm, deliberate. She pulled open the bottom drawer of his mahogany desk. Tucked beneath a stack of old financial reports was a file she had put there months ago, a file she had dismissed as a relic of a world she wanted no part of.
The proposal. A formal business arrangement between the Sanford family and the Trevino family. A marriage alliance.
Her father's voice echoed in her mind, his words from their last difficult conversation on the matter. "Eleonore, this isn't just business. The Trevino heir, Ford, is a decent man. It's a respectable way out."
A way out. She had scoffed at the time, deeply insulted. She had love. She didn't need a way out.
Now, she stared at the name on the crisp paper: Ford Trevino. Her eyes, once hollow, began to sharpen. A new, hard light kindled in their depths. The pain was still there, a massive, crushing weight in her chest, but something else was rising through it. Resolve. Cold, hard, and absolute.
She pulled out her phone. Her fingers were steady as she navigated to her contacts and found her father's number.
He answered on the second ring. "Eleonore? Is everything alright?"
She took a slow, even breath, her voice devoid of any emotion when she spoke. It was the voice she used in court, the one that left no room for argument.
"Dad," she said. "About that proposal. I agree."
After she hung up, without a moment of hesitation, she deleted the photo of her and Preston from her phone's lock screen. It was a picture of them laughing on a sailboat, the sun in their eyes. It had been her favorite.
Now, it was just a picture of a man, and his substitute.