I stopped outside the private lounge. My hand hovered over the ornate handle. My heart had been pounding with nervous excitement. Now it went still.
"So what?" That was Damian's voice. My fiancé. The man whose ring I was about to accept. His voice was rough with a desire that was sickeningly not for me. "Don't say her name. Not while I'm inside you. Right now, I only want to take you hard enough to make you scream. The little country bumpkin can wait. She should be grateful I'm marrying her at all."
A buzzing filled my ears, drowning out the distant murmur of wedding guests.
Through the crack in the door, I could make out their silhouettes against the silk screen inside. Damian stood pressed close to Katlin, his head bent toward her while her arms curled around his neck. There was no mistaking the intimacy between them.
My hand fell to my side.
My fingers brushed against the small sapphire pendant hidden beneath the bodice of my dress. It had belonged to my mother, an old bridal keepsake and the blue token brides traditionally carried for good fortune. "I did it, Mama," I had whispered to it in the carriage just moments ago, watching the grand Harrison estate grow closer. "I'm marrying into one of the most powerful families in the kingdom."
What a fool I was.
"Once we're married, I'll find an excuse to send her off to some country manor," Damian continued, his voice a venomous caress. "Out of sight, out of mind. Then you can be with me, properly."
Katlin's voice was a tearful, triumphant whine. "But I can't wait, Damian. I'm already carrying your child... I should be the one in this dress."
Child.
The word was a physical blow. It knocked the air from my lungs, and I stumbled backward, my shoulder colliding with a decorative pedestal by the door. A porcelain vase teetered, then crashed to the floor with a deafening shatter.
The sounds inside stopped.
The door was wrenched open. Damian stood there, his tunic half-unbuttoned, his hair a mess. Behind him, Katlin clutched a robe to her chest, her face flushed, a victorious smirk already twisting her tear-streaked face.
Damian's shock lasted only a second before it curdled into annoyance and contempt. "You heard? Good. Saves me the trouble of explaining."
My gaze dropped pointedly below his belt, then returned to his face. "That's what I was supposed to marry?" I said. "Katlin, you can keep him. If he needs a locked door and a pregnant mistress to feel like a man, he was never worth my vows."
The sight of Damian pressed against Katlin was burned into my mind. A hot, searing anger began to rise from the pit of my stomach-a feeling I knew far better than helplessness.
I had grown up in the barren borderlands, a girl born without a trace of dragon blood. My own father, Arthur Sullivan, the King's Treasurer, had sent me away as a child and left me there to be raised far from the wealth and privilege of the capital. Years later, when an alliance with the powerful Harrison family became useful to him, he had arranged my marriage to Damian for his own benefit.
There had never been any fatherly concern behind it. Arthur would never risk offending the Harrisons for my sake, and Damian knew it. To him and people like him, I was still nothing more than a bloodless country girl who should have been grateful that a Harrison was willing to marry her.
The borderlands had taught me how to survive being unwanted. That instinct was waking up again now.
I turned on my heel, my magnificent train dragging through the porcelain shards, and walked back into the main room of the suite without a word.
My handmaidens, Rose and Wren, stared at me with wide, frightened eyes. Wren, who had gone to look for Damian and Katlin, was pale, her lips pressed into a thin line. She had clearly been warned to keep her mouth shut.
I walked to the enormous gilt mirror and stared at my reflection. The perfect bride. The perfect joke.
Slowly, deliberately, I reached up and removed the long veil from my hair. The delicate lace and tiny pearls had been chosen for a future I no longer wanted.
I walked to the candelabra burning brightly in the center of the room.
"My lady, what are you doing?" Rose whispered, taking a step forward.
I ignored her. In the stunned silence of the room, I touched the edge of the veil to an open flame.
It caught instantly.
Woosh.
The dry tulle erupted in a column of fire. I held it aloft, a torch of my own humiliation and fury.
The thick, acrid smoke billowed to the ceiling, triggering the magical fire alarms. A piercing shriek echoed through the entire estate, a sound that would bring everyone running.
"What the hell are you doing? Are you insane?" Damian burst into the room, his face a mask of fury. He lunged for the burning veil, but I sidestepped him easily.
I held the flaming torch high, my voice ringing out clear and cold, loud enough for the guests now crowding the doorway to hear.
"This wedding," I announced, my gaze locked on his, "is canceled."
I looked past him to Katlin, who was now sobbing theatrically in the doorway, the picture of a wronged maiden.
"Because the groom," I said, each word a shard of ice, "is busy enjoying one last fling with my stepsister."
A collective gasp rippled through the crowd. I dropped the burning veil onto the rug and walked straight through the stunned guests, leaving the blackened lace and the life they had planned for me behind. I would not be their tragic bride. I would be their reckoning.