meeting with Archie. Turned out Archie had already called him fir

ed me as we met on the fr

" I held out my hand to s

then." He smil

ect. You got a one-bedroom, one bathroom, washer dryer, a fully functioning kitchen, and a living room with an old telev

ve a roof over my head for the next few months.

ect condition. It just needed a paint job

surely know how to make a good bargain there. Looking at you, I'm ashamed to be beate

already prepared me for his receipt for the amount that we

y today. I also had arranged this earlier, making sure that they have a delivery service. The unit was quite close b

ided to go to the grocery store and started stocking up on the essentials. I went to the kitch

all the works even got some pots and pans and a

decided to cook my own lunch and started saving money a

ies. But at least I was done with the household things, and

I started opening my Kindle and start reading my favorite romance novel. Time passed by

y small living room. Minutes later I started unboxing them. I took a dinner break, then continued

de it, I got out of the house. I was living my own life. But suddenly my

nture holiday every year. That year we went to Nairobi, Kenya. It was beautiful, our hotel Giraffe Manor had giraffes visited us while we were having ou

missed my dad, I mi

ep holding

ke up and went to the bathroom. Then I made mysel

ottom. I was taking in the sea air while loving the coastal v

our mind is set. know this, I am not supporting your life choice. You have to make it on

when you're

a

re. I wished I could easily give up and gone away with mom. But I didn't even have

l quite dark the air was soothingly cold just like my heart. I sipped my coffee and walked to

r. It was cold, but my hot tears still fall freely, I was too sad to feel the coldness. I

ppy. I kept on walking as the wave took me further from the shore. I started feeling the coldness as my body

further to the ocean. Maybe I could do this after all. Maybe it was easier to end my life anyway. I was nothin

d definitely leave now. I walked further until the wave reached my chest. I was crying and sobbing hard, I need

was definite