ince we got here, and I've m

ntil next week, since this week was mean

stened to Aiden's suggestion about finding new housing arrangements, be

tant never ending headache. How will I ever stay foc

y couple hours he would walk past my room,

y bedroom door. His scent was becoming suffocating, a

as for me. All I wanted to do was complete this mission and leave, but I coul

and it was eat

o clear

n't affect me, and I didn't trust anyone here enough to talk to them either.

h it" Jane snickered in the line. I rolled my eyes with

whined. " I called you so you could tell me

't be f

can resist him that long. I give you three more

hrough for us all, not fall for the enemy" I sighed. "Jane, you know better than anyone how

d of the line after I spoke, and

choose your priorities. I wouldn't judge you if you choose him" She sighed. "But if you're truly sure about this, the only way you'll survive

m? Just the thought

their mate truly doesn't want him/her, it will be painless b

hind all the ego, pride and determination. If it were oth

el that pain too. But just the though

an that I didn't even know. I barely talked t

e cause. You can do this', my subconscious urged. I have been list

ed through the phone, remindin

about" I admitted truthfully, running m

people deserve nothing but happiness. I hope

updated. Oh and please don't

ke care love" She dismi

ht about Jane. She would joke around, but i

with her growls. I knew if I went through with the rejection she will make it her duty to ensure that I flunk this miss

to the small balcony attached to m

inst the bar, taking in the beautiful forest and land. The birds flew by happily as if they

s feel 100x better. I watched in the distance as some pups play-fo

haven't been helping either, so I concluded that breaking a lit

ickly pulled them on. I put my hair in a low bun and slowly opene

praying that I wouldn't bump into him. I successfully reached the kit

at the kitchen island, causally

ver see them when I came down for breakfast or d

s if you want" Lilly offered sweetly. I actually fe

ed that I was already failing my mission. We were suppose to ge

e to the gym. I would like to have a work

you have to get permission f

him?" I didn't see why it was n

the house. If anything happens to you guys under his

f myself" I bit a

s orders. He's in his office, I'm sure

match

was trying really hard to stay away from him,

must've been wondering why I didn't want to see my own mate, so I

bled as I tu

before I reached the door. I nodded, remember

t I figured if I was ever going get any bette

do, but I knew that accepting him wouldn't be smart ei

't be t

d me I could find him at. I held my hand to k

lled sternly, and I

g looked so modern and in place. If Aiden and I will ever have to search thr

ow it was me?"

om the moment I knew you were mine" My heart leaped at h

t I stepped back as he got closer. He caught my move

o patient. Many Alpha's wouldn't h

ady to talk?" He asked with hope filled eyes.

gym for a workout, but Calum s

t in place so that I didn't do something to make this

ly lit up as if

said suggestively, causi

work to do" I tried to convince

It's not as important

you to take me

ermission" he shot back stu

but he simply mimicked my gesture. A small smirk curved on his p

o, then yes" He decided ult

ust as a triumphant smile t

anged. I'll meet you d

gles shot through my body as it cried for more of his touch. I was left swooning

ound his office, cursing lowly as

wond

t being spotted, then we'll only flunk the mission. Luckily

efore he could get down before me. I contemplated leaving

er of seconds, wearing sweats and a T-shirt that hugge

ked cutting of

hm

g through the back door. We walked in silence for a couple

s all over the house

ase security measures" He answered quickly. I could see that

picious about me. Maybe this could actually be a good thing. I can complet

iful smile" He whispered

en my hea

face. Not because of his compliment, b

n mate? Do I really have it in me to use him,

conscious reminded me. But knowing Father, he's not just going t

I came, but I didn't m

erson, worse than they were when the attacked us. I

houldn't fall for their behaviour. But even if I decided not to carry on with the mission, I'd be labelled as weak. I'd be

live with Ace either, I

mission that I knew about, and they'd still be attacked. Plus, I'd leave him mateless. But even if

be betraying both m

my priorities. Honestly in that moment, I j

this have to

t a d