at is all I hav
udden. I always thought that I would have more time with her, then the next day, she was gone. Now h
eft the doctor's room. I don't know why I am not crying. I am not even sure if I am sho
my brother's best friend. After my brother passed away, he took
ing in the car in silence. But there is only one thing that
I wish I knew what to do to make you feel
g to put on a brave face, but he fails to remember how well I know him. So after a f
supposed to be doing. "I am not going to sit in a hospital bed for th
erything you never ha
ave done most of the things
smile creep around the corners of his mouth. "That is what I love and
ee months, what
say my goodbyes and leave for some p
say goodbye to. I don't even know where my fathe
re breathtaking and peaceful. Somewhere you will be happy and safe.
won't be able to do anything; I will be too w
ll not leave your side; I promised your brother I woul
o be by my side. But, Sebastian
Kati I know will fight for much longer than three months. Pro
thread of hope I have left in
rms have always been the safest place for me. When I am pressed against his chest, I do not want t
I don't want this to change him. If I push him away now, it will break both our hearts. I don't want him to hurt. I need him more than anything no
artment, I run upstairs to go pack,
and say goodbye to things, not people. If I take one minute too l
this hurt and pain and everything wrong about the messed situation behind me and close this door. I will not sit and feel sorry fo
ags, I give a glance over the room and kick the door
ready to
en ready a
at is a
ight have the hands of a real man, but when he touches me they al
t something before
place around the corner?
we might not have enough
going to tell me
not goin
I ask him twenty questions. I don't know what he could have arranged in the short notice that we we
e me a hi
t telli
it c
too c
it f
too
t a b
is not
n any way and me, myself cannot stand a
at a
n what kin
you get differen
t know, then
a fa
and definitely
m boy type, he might get his hands dirty but
g in the middl
et my foot
ard to all the mud and not even to mention the spider that co
ittle cabin i
ys ask so ma
don't know
ver seen. Sebastian is special in his own way, he can have any girl he desires, but yet he spends his time looking after me. So
rive for a bit, and I promise you that you will like it. I will make sure that
e of months, please remember that you have meant so much to me th
ld give anything to change places. I would rat