stian's
over again. She has been through so much in the past ten years. First, there was her mom; we all knew that it would happen, but we did not expect it too soon. Th
in my life that I would like to admit. But this is not about me; this is about her. Even if s
s not know is that she does not hide things that well. The cancer has already taken over her body; I wish that if we perhaps not we
ll sleeping, and I take
, M
my
guys th
I wanted to give her so
s she
putting a brave face on,
fine. She is
out her mom. I am wo
er, but yet I have never had the nerve to tell her. I think, in fact, I know that
ady to let h
about time you tell h
nk that it
You both need closure. Don
t least then she would die knowing that someone did truly love her. But now it is
er if he should for any reason not be there
advantage of her in
he deserves to know that she
h stronger than this grown-up man will ever be. Love has made me soft, I am not the strong
don't want her to hurt. I don't want to see tears in
ight. She will pro
would not be much if it were not for her. She is the stro
ell her
eady to te
time to
then have the guts to tell her? And if I did tell her, what will she say t
o before sh
when you gu
you,
i a hug from me.
th myself when I am supposed to be fighting the battle with her. So I softly brush my hand against her soft rosy skin, take a loose stra
ve you. I a
to be strong for her. I am not a man if I am weak. It is time to set aside what I think I need and live for her every da
t if there were a cure to heal her, then I would have gone to the edge of the world to find it. Hopefully, bringing her to the edge of we are headed will give her peace o
a brother should. And I am just a friend, with wh
ere and not regret that she did not s
to be. I look at her, and I hate tha
ety, time
no response from her. I raise my voice
, we are al
and raise my voice even a bit louder than before. My voice i
at
r at all. My hands start to shake, and it nearly turns black. My voice vib
at
her up. The tears burst from the corners of my eyes and start rolling down my cheeks. I can hear my voice echo down the stre
please