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just have to get to know them. I had to literally promise not only the doctors and nurses who worked on me I also had to promise my mates I would be safe, that I would take care of my self and if anything was to hard to rely on my mates for hel

the pack will think of me, scared of how I will act, I know I'm no

o my mates pack, they are so loving giving my forehead little kisses but not often afraid that I'm hurting to much and they don't want to scare me off by rushing me, but the tingly feeling I get each tim

extremely weak. K-Lex sat next to me and I somehow fell asleep after a while and woke up laying on K-Lex's lap and he was absently running his nice soft hand through my hair trying to soothe me as I can tell I'm shaking I must of had a nightmare. How embarrassing. I could hear the twins chatting t

d walking towards the woods with determined steps, telling onxy to calm down that she couldn't shift she wasn't allowed to shift it took

ds and the doors slamming as all of the yell for me to stop

on there faces. So I yelled, why like me if your going to talk and laugh with her I say with a growl and tears in my eyes. I

said, kalub said they were only asking more about me from Sara, which made me more embarrassed so I of course being

e feel calm. Of course I was still nervous but I needed to do this to get better and the smell so beautiful. I still can

hink off, I even felt comfortable sleeping on there laps I was growing towards these wolves more than I ever though I would. I never thought I would find my mates, let al

out what was going on as we finally arrived back to my packs hom