high backed chair. He gave me an arrogant smile which told me that my

r whoever the hell he was gestured

my question first?"

conducting the interview.

k you some questions as well, since you're not

le do not have the privilege of time, and I'm one of those people, so if you can just put your irrational demands aside, we

is the

first," I stated. I knew the idea of me confronting the man, who had my career

yes of his, that made me feel both naked and stupid. "All right, since one

the question. "So tell me, Mr. Benson, a

you trying to ask me here,

nd not the man himself." So this man was really Allan and

me. "Cut to the chase, Ms. Lawson,

old me your name was Trent, but now you go by Allan, so were you

there is not going to get you th

until you answer my qu

swer you until you s

stare at each other fo

am going to waste my time here. You only have five minutes, you either take a se

man. But then again, his personality was something he never really l

making sure to let Trent know how I was not happy. But being the d

and carrying out simple instructions, we can talk about the matter at hand." The b

r Allan?" I asked, finally d

. Now it was my tur

the name of the disorder, but I knew there was one wh

w. "You really did fail

s the memory of Trent stating that I flunked

have such a weak memory." He just d

ame is Allan." If he didn't lie

used. His name was Trent and Allan?

immediately elaborated, "My name is Trent Allan Benson.

w it was a personal question and I had no right to ask him, b

condary businesses, I use my

learn to stop pryin

I want," he said bluntly. "And now, you are officiall

go interview me and then tell Darla how I was not fit to model for th

modelling agency before?" Trent questioned, s

ple of photoshoots, no

his company to mode

old me to come he

at you're saying is, you came here because your

I came here because I

ere, Ms. Lawson, I asked you

t now, as he waited for me to answer him, I found

," I said softly, not k

You may leave,

ait,

me a proper answer, I don't think I need to waste my

ease," I pleaded. I wouldn't have done it i

n. "You have s

ies that I apply to, and when he told me about your company, I saw it as another opportunity and

m come true for me, when I didn't even know your company existed just a few days ago. I can't

d, he was the epit

," I

go. You may now leave. If we are interested in yo

why I bothered with pleasentries, the idiot definitely didn't deserve it.

calmly exited the studio with Josè. It was only when we were

e hell does he think he is?! Just because he is the owner of some stupid company, he t

ate?" Josè eyed with a mixt

, Trent,"

osè just loo

guy," I r

n Allan

whatever the fucking he

ed you off if you're swearing

me wish I was a murderer, so I wouldn't feel

arlor and cool you off. My treat." Taking my

~*

was somewhat calm now, which was why I didn't bite Josè's head off for asking

et a call from Darla." I told him, shoving

ou outright." Josè took a spoonfu

me, I'm not getting that call." I stabbed my spo

you'll get that call," Josè said s

hat call." I sobbed and covered my face with my hands. "I'll never be a model. I would never

cry, Amanda. So what if you don't get selected, there are other jobs out the

nd I'm not smart, I'm stupid." The fact that I would not be able to fulf

t stupid,"

calling me stupid," I

now you, and his words shouldn't matter to you. You are bright, funny and incredibly beautiful, and

I wanted my mother to be proud of me. I wanted h

s not choose you, that's his loss. There are better companies out

re the best, Josè

I hugged h

er while I wss exhausted from the long day. I offered to accompany Jo

anted to tell her about my shitty day, and wanted to sit on the couch with her and abuse Trent with all my heart.

ts before climbing in bed and dozing off. And when I did not get the call the next morning, I gav

day really hit me hard. It wasn't that I was expecting him to hire me, I jus

I did my best to become a model. When I was growing up, my mother told me that I would be the per

I planned to call Josè and ask him to help me look for other modelling agencies. I was drinking coffe

ile taking a huge b

a Lawson?" A lady ask

g?" I asked, wonderi

You came for a trial

hey were interested I would get a call from Darla; was it po

st spring collection. You can come by tomorrow and set up a schedu

dn't reject me. I thought he would've burner my application by

you. Don't w

't let this opportunity go. Maybe, I sh

you still there?" I didn

e there tomrrow. Thank you s

lips. And my heart fel