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s making me groan my displeasure as I toss
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nd pulling a pillow before r
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ty s
d I sure as hell need
losing my bachelor
ing could
change or da
om my crook of a father last ni
he comforter away from my body and sit up
he company which was almost in ruins rise to fame again, my father as amazing as he is (note the sarcas
sessed. But I'll admit it did hurt. It f*cking damn well did hurt to see my father give everything I had invested my time and e
owledge about how to ru
ubbing my
e bed, padding naked
r or nincompoop of a
a wedding
wed
and finally make Nat
fe. M
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reads across my fa
I just f*cki
e water cascade down my body as I tune
reason by
talie's fav
o slow dance to this same s
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do standing at the alter wa
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posed to ar
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s always be
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love
we make love, how she holds
it a hundred
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r
n and best friend, Julian and he smil
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the most important people in the s
bing the ache ri
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hear what the
rry but I have another wedding ceremony to comm
minutes please" I reply, fighting hard to beli
will
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't ta
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aring at me as though they have finally found a juicy topic for go
how the headlines a
on Knight of the group of Knight com
ke my
n't kno
d my g
my head held high a
he guests who
with only one witn
ride arrives be
w she
uch faith I
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ther's hand off my shoulders and trudge towards the
e will
r how long it ta
his to me on o
h dreamt of for m
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w. Except for my fa
now because another w
care. I f*
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at the harshness of my tone of voic
r hatred for her today. I'm getting married to the love o
the streets. Still
te?" My mot
u on your wedding day. It's been how many hours now? Three hours! Are you saying
blink and b
o
on't do t
e as much a
late or s
uch better than accepting the fact
my mother's words a
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ft where I w
ests I invited to m
ave because another couple had boo
lights are goin
s at the mere thought that the woman who'd prom
the time and reali
t six
g to set and the cl
signs
inue t
es and thunder strikes
iting for
woman and my
rrents, wetting the hair I had s
o I had worn to match m
ng my
upid fool I hadn't realized I was until today
lly sinks in at
tood
ver sh
me. At
e to lick
shattered heart ne
illion yea