ntil all hours waiting for Mark . " Why did my life become like this " , Again awake , l inwardly asked myself while staring at the clock . It was already midnight but he wa

this hellish life . " May be if I get help from Mark l won't be this fed up and tired " , With my eyes still on the clock , l ut

at time . Though watching him chat , l didn't say anything . I have bottled it up all these years . All his weird behavior was wort

t read 2:45 am and as usual he lastly made his way home and laid down next to me with that perfume all

and of his boxers . " Get your hand off me , not tonight " , Before I could push my fingers in to his boxers , he snapped at me an

eeks , l inwardly murmured to myself . I was trying to comfort myself but honestly it was unbearable . I don't even remember the last time I had sex .

Still laid down, Mark sat up first and looked at me maybe by accident . Seeing him , l gave him a small smile but he sadly didn't return i

" , he now changed in to a beast . He had a gloomy look on his face , it was as if l had said something that had annoyed h

sadly l saw him having his full attention on the phone . What made it worse he was smiling , looking happy a

my tears at a bay . I will not cry . I wasn't ready to let him see that he is making me sad . I reprimanded myself

s at me with disgust . Per now the only family l have is my little children and they are the reason why am bearing up with his situa

gs on . After setting up everyone's breakfast down on the dining table including Mark , l started to pack up the kids lunch since l forgot to do it last night . " Mum aint you going to sit down and eat ,

van giggled as l swallowed down the hurt . Jessica didn't giggle but she instead glared at her dad with anger . I know it that she kn