alling even after I deleted his number. I sit opposite the therapist as she tells me

therapist was nice. She talks about a lot of good stuff and give me a book to read. I was on dosage and always visiting the

s referring me as a whore and that made me cr

ut." Dad announc

ed and hurt that my one bad move ended and stole everything away from them. Mom also lost her position too in our parish. The ch

sks, tucking back her b

rch already dropped us from our positions and i won't stand being just an ordinary m

were in highschool.

ys , they will

e boys , Go

marriage or you'

d and insulted. Most times I body shamed myself , thinking I wasn't perfect. Freddie gave me light in homecoming when he told me I was beautiful. I stood opposite the mi

n school. Afraid of being bullied again.

der her black eye liner and mascara. It's so weird sh

k." Lesli

thing

iend. She's always fund of so many social media celebrities and musicians. I'm not really a fan. it's weird

n't say a word since my speech are no

xa?" Mom asks and furr

Alexa is

" Dad snaps

m so

es boys too much . I even heard she had three boyfriends." I

appy my Leslie isn't one of this wild kids. Just like some people who sneak to have sex with t

d back the pending tear but it luckily slips out. I hate my l

going?" Dad asks t

room. I need to

, you would have been in the streets by now.

eave." I say and s

on saying painful words. After about few hours of sitting close to the door I stand to my feet and look at my face in the mirror. I sit on

s voice woke me up t

My door spring opens as Leslie walks in smirking at me

rning." I

ready. Our flights leave i

yeah? Leslie is in college and I'm about to resume coll

it's to build me. She says it's gonna strengthen me. and for the look of things it was helping. After about few hours of terr

queals and takes a

ks handing me her phone. I take it and wa

ar and I'm seated at the front with Leslie who couldn't stop gawking at every single passing thing. I wasn't bothered or thril

l and beautiful. The trip past the stairs was aweful because of my bags. I don't compla

d chatters of teenagers maybe. I step out of my room and stand on the balcony breathing in new air. Because of my bad

idn't change them. They keep on reminding me of my mistakes and it's hurtful. I drum my fingers on the counter after dri

k?" She asks me not loo

ep out of the house. I'm always indoors , taking my medicine and possibly reading. The

college." I roll my eyes and conti

ing?" Mom asks standing r

." I repl

She asks like she cared. Maybe she cares

Ye

le." She yells raising the bottle. For once Leslie

t one. The nurse says it depresses my bra

then you started faking illness. Are you even aware I spent a lot of money on you afte

Mo

e." That's it. Without anoth

around in New York." She scoffs and throws

scoffs and looks

like it's behind every of my pain. Without thinking twice , I slip out of my sweat pants and put on black jeans

eck the time so i really didn't know how long I've been driving. For once I stop driving and halt beside a road. It's empty and peaceful just like my

seated right next to me in my car as he shuts the door. It's a guy , not j

doing? Who are

ou won't turn a stranger down

you should l

asks and I'

s my

ks around my car. Dad gifte

" He scoffs and fas

if you don't leave my car.

is phone to me with his cute

ne to call the cops. Maybe y

noticed his jawline and a little Arabic neck tattoo. Oh he has tattoos. My eyes scan his face to his arm and I could see his inked arm from the sleeves of his black hoodie. He has tattoos there too. He's like a God. But seriousl

out and please dr

already fix on his. It travel down his face and his ruby lips twit

assing myself with just his sight. Words can't des

r making h