ollect or recall to herself how it had all come about. It was too remote from anything in her previous waking thought, too dream-like, too impossible. Then an unspeakable horror
fear; it was a strange creeping feeling of in
impossible episode. She must have gone mad
he was going mad-if this was really mania-she
knew that now. She knew she wa
t last night, was the idea that she could never marry Cyril Waring. And if Cyril Waring could have seen her just then! her cheeks burned yet a brighter sc
he mad? And was th
at the door of her bedroom. It was a timid, small knock, very low and soft, and, as it were, inquiring. It seemed to say in an apologetic sort of
e to ask, in a hushed voice of terror,
ak in so tender and gentle a tone before, though they loved one another well, and were far more sympathe
sense of being caught she looked down at h
mamma come in and catch me like this. She'll ask why on earth I didn't undres
ered through the door, in a very penitent voice, "Oh, mother, I can't let you in just yet. Do you min
little ring of terror in it, as she r
That's all right. Sta
p if you'd rather have
elf at all. I'll come
the m
she felt dimly conscious something strange had happened. Mrs. Cli
folded her clothes neatly, one by one, on a chair; hid the peccant boa away in its own lower drawer; buttoned her neat little embroidered nightdress tightly round her throat; arranged her front hair into a careless disorder; and tried to cool down her fiery r
of the Clifford family. She looked tenderly at Elma-Elma with her face half buried in the pillows, and the tell-tale flush still crimsoning her
dry toast-yes, yes. I have been there. Some eau de Cologne on your forehead, dear? There, there, don't cry, Elma. You'll be better by-and-by. Stop in bed till lunch-time. I won't let Lucy co
her of what she thought or felt. But their mute sympathy itself made them more shame-faced than ever. In some dim, indefinite, instinctive fashion, Elma knew her mother was vaguely aware what she had done last night. Her gaze fell half unconsciously on the bottom drawer. With quick insight, Mrs. Clifford's eye followed her daughter's. Then it fell as before. Elma looked up at
mother's bosom. Some minutes later, Mrs. Clifford w
hard at his wife's face, which told its own
y and she shrank from her husband's searching glance. She was a plump-faced and well-favoured British matron now, but once, many years before, as a slim young girl, she had been in love with somebody-somebody whom by superior parental wisdom she was
d asked, laying down his new
know you may crush her; I know you may kill her; but if you don't want to do that, I know she must marry him. Whether we wish it, or whether we don't, there's nothing
ke decidedly; he had never heard her speak with such firmness in his life before. It fairly took his breath away. He gazed at his
as acting right. "Elma's really in love with him; and I won't let Elma's life
ight hand drop clattering from his fingers. "If I hadn't heard you say it yourself, Louisa," he answered, with a gasp, "I
rd repeated. "Elma must marr
r. Mrs. Clifford brought up her cup of tea herself. Elma took it with gratitude, but still never dared to look her mother in the face. Mrs. Cliffo
more; the rustling of a dress; a retreating footstep. Somebody pushed an envelope stealthily under the door. Elma picked it up and examined it curiously. It bore a penny stamp, and the local postmark. It must have come then by the two o'clock delivery,
ll do you no harm. Resist it when it comes
ertain it was her mother had written that note. But she read it with tears, o
in any way. The talk between them was obtrusively commonplace. But all that day long, Elma noticed her mother was far tenderer to her than usual; and when she went up to bed Mrs