Jacob

am feeling the complete opposite. I am beginning to regret being wi

end, says to me while leaning into my body. She knows I don't like it. It makes

her a reaction when I do

ight now. It will create a

y," she pouts whe

r and say, "Just d

bly expected I will say 'it

tarted dating her. But now I can see how controlling and possessive she is... Today she started an argument with my

to smother the unbearable dread I am feeling right now. I understand it's diffi

ispers in my ear, looping her arms aroun

owing her true colors. It's difficult for me to ignore personality. She stil

sake of it. I wonder if she can s

s! Stop PDA a

us. Sadie laughs and pulls m

drama and fights. But I also feel bad for disappointing her again and again. I hate i

ab some more drinks,"

rised how she managed to get beer for this party. We are barely sev

"One more. Come on

my eyes. After a while, I hear he

sed, "Let me sleep for a

me. I spoon her

..

am feeling uncomfortable an

I am feeling something, but I don't want to believe it. When I force mysel

icking and sucking me. I am shocked and speechl

feel slimy as my cock is wet with her saliva.

it's h

ened, as if it will m

f you weren't into sex, w

nts. "That's how a body works ... That doesn't m

top of my lungs. I am seethin

ouse towards my car. Party

oday should have been the last straw. If I had t

lease don't go. That was stupid of me to try. But bel

fucking repulsed b

with a sheet wrapped around, watching me.

ver," I tell he

self with scalding hot water. Anything to feel normal.

u

r ag

t anyone get close to

try and see i

am supposed

.

g unless you move

ear L

Jacob

I told you to get r

things in this messy room lately. And how the hell did my shoe go this far under the bed? Coco's deed. I am sure. They say dogs

e, "I yelled at mom in annoy

the late-night lecture. Thanks, Coco. She sits next to me amused, watching m

o view this place as an Open house. I have seen her before a few times. Sometimes at matches and sometimes at parties. I couldn't stop myself when I saw her in her front lawn painting her mailbox. I rememb

wear my shoes, Coco de

o! I am

and rubbing her ears for a minute or two, I go

her idiotically, "I will take

of me to mention W-A-L-K. June says it

already fed up with her. Nobody claimed her even after many social media posts and flyers. She isn

again. They put down dogs sometimes. I shiver at th

me ever I have gotten this much interested in a

e or two with my mom to get this dinner planned. Our families think it's just a 'know-your-neighbors' get together, which it totally is. They

eaky? My interest in this girl.... I don't know how normal people feel. For a long time, I didn't eve

t's difficult to pretend when you don't have an attraction to someone or anyone,

s an over

al. In peer pressure, I did try to date. Not a good experience. I will rather

one than sticking my dick into s

the first time, I have an

.

oco is resisting. Smartass dog! She knows it's time to go home. Aft

heir house, my phone gives

tell me you g

hh it sm

hh she sm

? I am freaking out. They

ut my priv

e the actua

uage youn

life unfold. She had no interest in dinner otherwis

oor, and Mrs. Reli

, here y

had to wa

love to hear about

ed is her na

am sure she can tell me a few things about her if

A voice booms from their liv