Into The Abyss

LOG

y or heard it, call me strong. 'Oh, she's such a s

coff at their words, and sometimes want to punch them all on the jaw or groin, or their eyes especially so the

m actually

'm not being pessimistic- call it realistic. I don't know

a person of weak character, lacki

le am a synony

- Ashle

s: Glen

ley! You can't even do an

ried doing it again and I'm afraid I'm startin

be set now. There's nobody as cowar

my older sister

gs without them falling off her fingers, or a wobbly

have dictionaries i

finition of strong is

lutions without letting

ng at

rastination and they are

e face of fear or crawl

y out is, grab it as fast as they can and make a

all. I have nev

dark thick liquid I bought at the store on my ninet

ike death bu

s now. My birthday was six days ago, and I swear, I

ng me and treating me to a

him, but I wish he will just forget about me and

me truly but I

nd my life, or teach me how

ardly to end it. I wince like a foolish wounded

It's not like I am committing a crime-

that there is peac

o his friends at pool or at sch

r what

him to come over already and help me swallow the liquid everytim

might think that I am crazy. I don't care

hut my eyes and sip it

d each time I try

olate drink, that Nicolas got me whenever I felt like having it,or maybe I

the most, and I'l

the pain of dying physically from poison

quickly as I can, but I also want to

s a lot about

e drugs, bitter or not,

ed h

e away- he doesn't live too far away, but you see, I am not bold enough to call for him becau

en feet and soda for a while now, unbelievably, or about us

everything and so most tim

iend about my problems. The thing i

but I don't want to be a burden, so I rather go to m

that since my sev

e a strong woman, get ready to be punc

der sister- she's the definition of

problems like a pair of underwear and wears

an I got, and I wonder how she ca

don't want to disturb her with my troubles. I c

sweet Nicolas either b

ven have

TRAW THAT BROKE

waiting for his next action. He was not a cruel y

as not a serious hit, and should g

ith thick smoke emanating from its ruptured e

lifted her weight slowly from the ground, not

as she did so, but he

it was then she noticed that she must have broken

the warmth of the sunset shine on her amber skin,

the best optio

e in the steering and wished he would

e knew that despite his loving nature, he rarely ev

injured leg on the ground. Her throa

nd Nicolas' van cussed at him and tol

knew that it was not a busy one, still she

n in the accident too as his posture remained the

pted standing up again,

and jumped up the van wi

alled, tapping his shoulder, and wetting

ned, because he came running up towards their van,

ialled 911 and waited, pa

her leg was excruciating, and she felt like

of the van without much ado, and also pulled out a middle-aged woman from the other car on the road, w

ed but the man jumped in the ambulance and it

e man in the van had not been Nico

wondering why no one thought t

m but she was extr

und could be heard except the distant screeching of vehic

coming to