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f. The plan had always been to be in the NFL by now, but too many concussions and my parents decided to pull me from the te

me I had a chance to do anything I wanted when I got hurt. That I didn��t have to do something I thought he wanted me to. When he died, I let it consume me and wanted nothing more than to play again. I didn��t care about the risks. When I talked to the coach at the c

new job starts and I will not think about what could have been because it isn��t and there

she loves us, but she wasn��t like this when dad was alive. I wish that she would find a hobby or even start dating. No one could replace my father she told me the one time I suggested it. She didn��t call

t stops for a minute. Why would she be trying to call me that much? Here I was thi

to push the words past the lump

uffs into the phone, ��honestly, Jett.�� I breath

y dad died. I don��t know why she would scare me like that. I guess I should probably be less annoyed with her because the truth is tha

rs along with Maddy, Cleo, and Calvin will be

am supposed to pick them up or something? Becau

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r? She will cal

et to know her dorm number

r finger at me. It was like I was sixteen again and she caught me in the pool house with Jackie Harren. I know same last name as my middle name, that was the pick-up line I used to get her into the pool house. Mom caught

know the internship this summer was a lot, and I was

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