int

players are all dirty from throwing themselves on the dirty grass and sweaty from all the running

the commentator says something

e's got his thinking cap on when he does that. I smile gently beca

s line up facing each other then bend down so that their ch

ting for the ball that's now passed in the air to be ca

the ball, he passes everyone in lightning speed, barely getting touched

The commentator practically shouts yet he's barely audible b

d at the touchdown. It's like they know this

studies it. He puts psychology into it a

ng to catch him but I don't. His teammates have

on the field and there's now

she can go and join her husband in celebration on the field

ct him to respond anytime soon as I know his phone's probably nowhere to be found right now. I wait for a

world is crazy about right now, his schedule is crazy busy yet he's g

y so obviously certain things are going to change. He won't be picking

e keeps me i

er, a very excite

e and I roll my eyes jokingly at him.

im and he just shrugs

y fighting for his

t now? I'm understanding he's got millions of fa

a chuckle hoping it d

what's happening at the stadium right now as we dr

e there while he plays, he says something about how knowing I

a bunch of people I don't know. Even though Michaela insists to stay with me, I know she would rather go and celebra

off and I make my way into my house w

s as he approaches

I nag him making hi

art?" He can always

amazing he was?" I say enthusiastica

the screen where he seemingly has people live

we live

spend a lot of time in there before coming out and spending another

l seem like I'm nagging him. I know he's probably out with his teammates right now b

his life right now was inevitable and I want to play the understanding girlf

nd now it's just some days. I wish he would understand the toll i

fy, I climb my bed and get r

and I like all their pictures. Ezra's win is all ove

he Twitter notification feed that s

art stop for

ust tell everyone or like in this case, people would just find out. It's always a distant though

d that's also very digital. A picture

nted to keep this a secret. I don't know if I'll be able to

I stare at the man who owns my heart kissi