*

.." Oliver knew it was the wrong thing to be dwelling on at

and hand. But I couldn't do that to her. I couldn't allow her to bring me pleasure when she couldn't get any. She encouraged me to take a mistress. I said I couldn't do it. She suggested prostitutes. I told her no. Then she broke down and begged for a divorce, saying she was holding me back. I've never loved her more than I did in that pa

down his cheeks. His heart ached for Adrian. No one should go through that. He was younger and smaller compared to Adrian but he s

looking embarrassed. He noticed how soaked Oliver's shirt was with

about it. A

od up. "A moment please." He said

allowing himself to be the one who made Adrian fall off the wagon. He would have felt better if he'd said his wife was a monster r

And I can bet my last cent you don't go

. He liked him, liked their talks, liked how he felt free around him. Adrian always kept to himself. He wasn't a happy person. No one in his shoes would be happy anyway. But he didn't even have time

e right past his defenses and unknowingly, made him come out of his shell. Maybe it was his sweet and adorable nature, but he just felt so free aro

drian finally said quietly. "I

sweet

, I'm thinking about you. I'm taking care of my wife, I'm fucking thinking about you." He gave a humourless laugh. "For the past wee

way you think, the way you talk...hell I don't even care what you're saying." He groaned. "I jus

rfect and right, and at the same time terribly wrong. It can't happen again, Oliver.

ly and almost smiled when Adrian rubbed the back of his neck in a sign of frustratio

as barely above a whisper. "Stay. For a wh

what happened here the other evening was absolutely amazing. There's no way I'm going to forget that or pretend it didn't happen or stop myself from wanting more. I thought I'd feel different about you after the way you reacted after blowing my mind but...I want you even more. And I don't think it's fair to Don

saying?" Adr

e I can't promise what happened the other night is not going to happen again. We just can't be together, Adrian. You see...I love choc

ious but at that very moment, he didn't find it funny at all. He felt wretched, distressed...totally desperate. The thought of not b

n that way, will it change your mind?"

be a homewrecker...do that to that poor woman. Besides, he'd promised himself never to get involved with a straight man. Such relationships brought nothing but heartbreak. Why

of forgiveness in his mind. He was definite

ook the hand and got to his feet. Then Adrian took O

been fuckin