get cleaned up, then we lea

go sh

s grinn

were burned so I

shopping for an entirely new wardrobe sounds like it w

that shou

but I know this was probably the last time I would be spend

her, for hours and hours. Emma clearly had

imited budget, I spent most of my time in th

i desperately needed a new bra, if

Emma is busy filling her basket

s in my eye. I immediately start jumping on the spot when I see the price

l the moment my house came into view. That's the moment my stomach d

enching them and unclenching them. The thought of not seein

e weird not seei

dly, popping op

mazing adventures you will go on, y

box, shaki

birthday present. I'm going to miss it

of it, it was a small green ring box. I look to

he feeling was a little forei

s a white gold ring, the middle held a small wolf howling

l, making me te

this we know w

my hand and sh

t it that we remember those who wear the same thing as we smile because we are

I look to her, I pull her into a crushing hug as my hea

romise me that you will love every day as much as t

me back

, I promise I'll

nd I chuckle, sh

h me

ing as I wi

door, opening it

en you get s

waving at me. More tears

pro

breath as I run inside, closing the door

I had in the world was leaving and it

her and I climb the stairs to my room. I immediately thr

orld, I didn't have much but that's why I hid it. I

ner, tonight he would have pasta bake and fresh veg. I ate as I co

ing throughout my body as my heart rate accelerates. Only getting worse when I hear his

ill be se

up. He walks into the room, taking a seat at the table. My ha

nt of him just as my belly rumbles in hunger. His face s

and watc

mble he would have let me leave. I bite

? How dare you Tramp aroun

yes snap to his offended that

ate so I stayed

he veg out of his mou

usual! Here t

er my face, landing on the table and shattering. He laugh

your going to be

ce and place it in the bin. He gets up and walks out, going to the living room. When I hear the tv turn on my body re

g a breath, I always felt better behind the lock

locks and raped me. Each time I would get a stronger lock, sometimes I place a

hutting down as I try to live with the fact that my f

er this last year especially. Normally dad would have girlfriends and he would spend h

n. It's the only thing I can't bring myself to say out loud. I can't ev

hear him snoring I finally allow my

grin. Today I was 18, today I would get

cide against a shower since I'll need one after anyway, so instead I

itement building inside me urging

shaking myself a little as I bu

kfast

the sink. I hear his footsteps behind me, my heart rate a

ddenly grabs me by the hair, yanking m

splits through my back,

didn't forget about your annua

e smell of alcohol and dead smoke hitting me, making my stomach turn as all th

h my eyes closed, trying to rid mys

ng me into the corner of the kitchen

hard in the stomach, knocking all the wind from my lungs as he

cket next, my vision blurring as

as I cough, trying to find the oxygen that I need. My heart rate be

s all his issues out on me. My mind taking over, blocking me out as he continues his ruthless at