! Please, tell me we can get
ing and regret for the last few years that I think I'm going crazy. Why didn't I jus
know she was given a chance of a lifetime to do her internship and residency at a prestigious hospital on the other side of the country. I have wanted to tell her so many times, but she always acts like she didn't like
otally blown away and still can't believe it. Katie has liked me the whole time, and she actually has fallen in love with me, too. I used to pretend to be drunk bec
in my bedroom. Katie is nowhere in sight and has snuck out of my bedroom. I rush to her place to see if I
years to have her be mine and that last night together, even though she thought I was drunk and wouldn't remember, she finally gave hers
t. I was telling her my honest feelings. I just wish she didn't think I was drunk. Come on, what drunk man, who is supposedly so drunk he can't remember anything, can make love for hours? Round after round, I never slowed down. I just co
und someone new. Someone to replace me and wh
ce, she hasn't moved. Previously, she has been staying in a place for only a few months, but this
room at her as I shout, "YES!! I
ets bought and we are all leaving in a couple of hours. Go get so
to finally see my Katie after so long. I wonder if she has changed a
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r blissful night. My plan back then was to ask Katie to start dating when she got back, and then, after several months, I would propose. I wanted to marry her so badly t
one. I didn't have any question about it, an
t of my bedroom, I nearly forget to grab my passport, b
t the thought of gett
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ch other. I glance to the seat beside me at my
, "Mark, calm down. This will be the time we find
s, "Mark, I'm sure we are going to find her. I know we have messed up in the past, and we didn't get th
ne seats at us and chirps, "We are all just as anx
r that you love her, too. It also wasn't you who spent hours making love to the woman of your dreams to only wake up the next morning and find yourself alone in the bed without
ly asks, "Mark, when Katie took you home that night from the ba
ed to be more comfortable and would actually talk to me. That last night, I was acting, but I wasn't drunk at all. I remember everything and when she confessed to me she had been in love with
following you with her eyes whenever you were close, and she acted like she didn't want to hear about you, but she often would hide a smile when we wer
th Katie. That is why I haven't dated anyone since the first moment I saw her. I know it so
everyone when they suddenly stopped being players and hooking up with people. Everyone noticed. Did you f
t going to be? I want to get there and find Katie fast. I just hope she sti
love me and be waiting for me