ars
ands of thousands small diamonds laying down on the beach. The wind blew with the smell of fi
house that Mathew's father owned. The rags
ans to get his degrees before joining his father in their family business. He had always wanted to take o
ke time but I had fait
inly was my dream boy too but as a plain girl such as myself who wore sweatpants
but he didn't. I was just fine by admiring him from afar. But he
he memories of the previous night as my hands clutche
nd I was glad that it was Mathew. We were dating for six months and all those months he waited for me. He n
for him. Since I loved cooking, I would make it and sometimes different dishes where he would be my personal Guine
room which had a large door to ceiling window and the sea was clearly visible
d to se
I got up from the bed and felt the soreness between my thighs. I yelped. My whole body ached and
and the attached
uld he h
ooked like a bird's nest and immediately a few images flashed before my eyes when Ma
d my eyes went wide. There were
ery prominent on my pale skin. I cursed unde
e that we didn't know what was happening to us. His touch, his wet kisses and his bre
my mom and dad would see. I panicked as my mind ran various thoughts. A jacket or may
be a co
d through the room for my light brown slin
I threw it somewhere. We had no idea how much we f
as my ear
grab it when I
roz
ld be h
eart thumped. Whoever they were, th
wl which was exactly the same as th
as sweat form
m. He would not do th
was the last time h
ve
me and he wanted to go out with me. For all
! I should not doubt hi
t suddenly, I felt all of my energy g
ips as my bre
and peeked outside. The ground beneath me p
abella Smith, our cheerleader of
rt sank. Isabella's eyes fell on me as she pulled away immed
, let's catch up later. Bye." She left immediately but my
away, I as
und and asked
asn't even guilty instead he asked as
said as my voice staggered. W
me, felt like he was someone else. There was no gentleness in his eyes. There was no
lla, you know yo
do you
t in a lovely relationship with no
elieve him. He was so casual about it that I almost couldn't believe that
e near. "It was jus
ch made my stomach tie into a knot. It felt good and at the sa
! A whole three months of trying to get a
my heart was breaking into pieces yet i
, Jacob, Kelly and me would make you our girlfriend and," his eyes washed over me, "sleep wit
h the room as my hand col
with him. I felt dirty. Shame and humiliation
ver see his face again. I swore that I would go
go back in time and correct my mistakes. But it
iggest mista