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Chapter 10 MR. DRAKE'S ARBOR.

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nister, he was now called by his disloyal congregation-sat in a little arbor looking out on the river that flowed through the town to the sea.

many changes. Now it flowed with a full, calm current, conquering the tide, like life sweeping death with it down into the bosom of the eternal. Now it seemed to stand still, as if aghast at the inroad of the awful thing; and then the minister would bethink himself that it was the tide of the eternal rising in the narrow

nd hedges to his ear. They sang with more energy than grace, and, not for the first time, he felt they did. Were they indeed singing to the Lord, he asked himself, or only to the idol Custom? A silence came: the young man in the pulpit was giving out his text, and the

an careless of the truth who did not go to the chapel, and that man little better who went to the church? Yet there he sat on a Sunday morning, the church on one side of him and the chapel on the other, smoking his pipe! His daughter was at

ace taught there doctrines which neither they nor their fathers had known? It could not surely be from resentment that they had super-annuated him in the prime

he doctrines he taught were in the New Testament or not, certainly never found them there, being but the merest disciple of a disciple of a disciple, and fervid in words of which he perceived scarce a glimmer of the divine purport

pared surprises! no playhouse tricks! no studied graces in wafture of hands and upheaved eyes! And yet at moments when he became possessed with his object rather than subject, every inch of him seemed alive. He was odd-very odd; perhaps he was crazy-but at least he was honest. He had heard him himself, and judged him well worth helping to what was better, for, alas! notwi

chment-dust, and lumber-dust; it was ill salted, badly baked, sad; sometimes it was blue-moldy, and sometimes even maggoty; but the mass of it was honest flour, and those who did not recoil from the look of it, or recognize the presence of the variety of foreign matter, could live upon it, in a sense, up to a certain pitch of life. But a great deal of it was no

away. Had he followed his inclination he would have gone to the church, only that would have looked spiteful. His late congregation would easily excuse his non-attendance with

a few ounces beyond the weight delivered. Now Mr. Drake was a man of such honesty that all kinds of cheating, down to the most respectable, were abominable to him; that the man was a professor of religion made his conduct unpardonable in his eyes, and that he was one of his own congregation rendered it insupportable. Having taken pains to satisfy himself of the f

m believed they knew the way as well as he, or accept the pittance offered him. This would be to retire from the forefront of the battle, and take an undistinguished place in the crowd of mere camp-followers; but, for the sake of honesty, as I have already explained, and with the hope that it might be only for a brief season, he had chosen the latter half of the alternative. And truly it was a great relief not to have to grind out of his poor, weary, groaning mill the two inevitable weekly sermons-labor sufficient to darken the face of nature to the conscientious ma

little Amanda. In fine, the sum at the bottom of that long slip of paper, with the wood-cut of a prize ox at the top of it, small as he would have thought it at one period of his history, was greater than he could imagine how to pay; and if he went to church, it would be to feel the eye of the butcher and not that of the curate upon him all the time. It was a dismay, a horror to him to have an account rendered which he could not settle, and especially from his new butcher, after he had so severely rebuked the old one. Where was the mighty diffe

to the wish of his friends and left his father's shop in his native country-town for a dissenting college in the neighborhood of London. There he worked well, and became a good scholar, learning to read in the true sense of the word, that is, to try the spirits as he read. His character, so

outh, was very much treated as a thing understood, requiring little enforcement; while, the main thing demanded of them being sermons in some sense their own-honey culled at least by their own bees, and not bought i

ing or suggestive author: it would be more correct to say, fed the mill of composition from some such source; one consequence of all which was, that when at last, after many years, he did begin to develop some individuality, he could not, and never did shake himself

e had his reward in the success he sought. But I must make haste, for the story of worldly success is always a mean tale. In a few years, and for not a few after, he was a popular preacher in one of the suburbs of London-a good deal sought after, and greatly lauded. He lived in comfort,

l, puny, peaking daughter did not comfort him much. He was capable of true, but not yet of pure love; at present his love was capricious. Little Dora-a small Dorothy indeed in his estimation-had always been a better child than either of her brothers, but he loved them the more that others admired them, and her the less that others pitied her: he did try to love

lways made them feel they were of the lower grade; and from an increase of shops in the neighborhood, this party was now gathering head. Their leaders went so far at length as to hint at a necessity for explanation in regard to the accounts of certain charities administered by the pastor. In these, unhappily, lacunae were patent. In his troubles the pastor had grown careless. But it was altogether to his own loss, for not merely had the money been spent with a rigidity of uprightness, such as few indeed of his

inflame his eyes, blistering and deadening his touch with the efflorescent crusts and agaric tumors upon the dry bones of theology, gilding the vane of his chapel instead of cleansing its porch and its floor-these all favored the birth in his mind of the question, whether he had ever entered in at the straight gate himself, or had not merely been standing by its side calling to others to enter in. Was it even as well as this with him? Had he not been more intent on gathering a wretched flock within the rough, wool-stealing, wind-sifting, beggarly hurdles of his church, than on housing true men and women safe in the fold of the true Shepherd? Feedi

at last. It had not been so with Walter Drake. He had to come down first to begin to get the good of it, but once down, it was not long ere he began to go up a very different stair indeed. A change took place in him which turned all aims, all efforts, all victories of the world, into the merest, most povert

w rejected him as not up to their mark, turning him off to do his best with fifty pounds a year. He had himself heard the cheating butcher remark in the open street that it was quite enough, and more than ever his Master had. But all these things were as nothing in his eyes beside his inability to pay Mr. Jones's bill. He had outgrown his former self, but this kind of misery it would be but deeper degradation to outgrow. All before this had been but humiliation; this was shame. Now first he knew what poverty was! Had God forgotten him? That could not be! that which could forget could not be God. Did he not care then that such things should befall his creatures? Were they but trifles in his eyes? He ceased thinking, gave way to the feeling tha

extravagance. Still, if he had not the means, he had not the right to do such things. It might not in itself be wrong, but in respect of him it was as dishonest as if he had spent the money on himself-not to mention that it was a thwarting of the counsel of God, who, if He had meant them to be so aided, would have sent him the money to spend upon them honestly. His one excuse was tha

ing to shame before his enemies! He could not tell which would triumph the more-the church-butcher over dissent, or the chapel-butcher over the church-butcher, and the pa

The sun shone gracious over all his kingdom, and his little praisers were loud in every bush. The primroses, earth-born suns, were shining about in every b

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Contents

Paul Faber, Surgeon
Chapter 1 THE LANE.
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Chapter 2 THE MINISTER'S DOOR.
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Chapter 3 THE MANOR HOUSE.
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Chapter 4 THE RECTORY.
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Chapter 5 THE ROAD TO OWLKIRK.
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Chapter 6 THE COTTAGE.
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Chapter 7 THE PULPIT.
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Chapter 8 THE MANOR HOUSE DINING-ROOM.
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Chapter 9 THE RECTORY DRAWING-ROOM.
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Chapter 10 MR. DRAKE'S ARBOR.
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Chapter 11 THE CHAMBER AT THE COTTAGE.
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Chapter 12 THE MINISTER'S GARDEN.
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Chapter 13 THE HEATH AT NESTLEY.
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Chapter 14 THE GARDEN AT OWLKIRK.
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Chapter 15 THE PARLOR AT OWLKIRK.
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Chapter 16 THE BUTCHER'S SHOP.
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Chapter 17 THE PARLOR AGAIN.
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Chapter 18 THE PARK AT NESTLEY.
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Chapter 19 THE RECTORY. No.19
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Chapter 20 AT THE PIANO.
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Chapter 21 THE PASTOR'S STUDY.
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Chapter 22 TWO MINDS.
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Chapter 23 THE MINISTER'S BEDROOM.
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Chapter 24 JULIET'S CHAMBER.
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Chapter 25 OSTERFIELD PARK.
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Chapter 26 THE SURGERY DOOR.
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Chapter 27 THE GROANS OF THE INARTICULATE.
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Chapter 28 COW-LANE-CHAPEL.
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Chapter 29 THE DOCTOR'S HOUSE.
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Chapter 30 THE PONY-CARRIAGE.
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Chapter 31 A CONSCIENCE.
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Chapter 32 THE OLD HOUSE OF GLASTON.
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Chapter 33 PAUL FABER'S DRESSING-ROOM.
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Chapter 34 THE BOTTOMLESS POOL.
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Chapter 35 A HEART.
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Chapter 36 TWO MORE MINDS.
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Chapter 37 THE DOCTOR'S STUDY.
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Chapter 38 THE MIND OF JULIET.
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Chapter 39 ANOTHER MIND.
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Chapter 40 A DESOLATION.
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Chapter 41 THE OLD GARDEN.
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Chapter 42 THE POTTERY.
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Chapter 43 THE GATE-LODGE.
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Chapter 44 THE CORNER OF THE BUTCHER'S SHOP.
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Chapter 45 HERE AND THERE.
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Chapter 46 THE MINISTER'S STUDY.
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Chapter 47 THE BLOWING OF THE WIND.
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Chapter 48 THE BORDER-LAND.
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Chapter 49 EMPTY HOUSES.
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Chapter 50 FALLOW FIELDS.
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Chapter 51 THE NEW OLD HOUSE.
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Chapter 52 THE LEVEL OF THE LYTHE.
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Chapter 53 MY LADY'S CHAMBER.
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Chapter 54 NOWHERE AND EVERYWHERE.
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