SINCERELY YOURS

rning specifically for me and my impending bliss. I was wearing a custom Vera Wang bridal gown with a gossimer veil draped around my shoulders.

and see the lit-up Eiffel tower in the distance. It was a beautifu

erfect. Everything wa

ow-length gloves. I was sobbing like a little bitch in front of the man of my dreams as he sat on

y don't think it's the right time to be getting married. I feel like t

e, or after you cheated?" I interjected with a bi

elina, don't

es and we were supposed to be walking down an incredibly lavish wedding aisle c

mwit who couldn't tell if her boyfriend loved her or not, but I guess cheaters came in a

ive years. We had created an entire life itinerary around ou

ne on wall street about what was hot and what was a dead end. He could snap his fingers and have several start-up businesses flourishin

at me. Just nearing height at five'three, I wasn't exactly a super model. More like a step up from one of the munchkins in that old Wizard of Oz movie complete with the never-ending mouth. My hair was

fy and surrounded by big, grot

tely serious." I muttered, star

ch out and slap his perfect, handsome

I really am. It's just

e me,

quickly draining from my face. He stood to his feet and wal

'm so sorry." He said on another fucking sigh. I was beginning to lose

e got nothing lef

en his mouth opened, my mind flew away like

t sure how to tell you. I realized I couldn't live a life with you while I wanted

inner screams of rage and mortification as I marched down

, I raised both my hands and braced them against the doors before swinging them wide open and stomping down the ai

ront row of white fold-out chairs, my lovely mother- the exact opposite of me in every way- perched prettily in her seat, flicking a s

plastered across her cherry red lips. Although, the smile quick

where. She raised her hands in defense with a wild look of terror. The other guests began talking loudly then,

en to anything that came out of her mouth. She was my only living relative. I had trusted her, been close to her as m

own wedding gown for crying out-loud! This was betrayal to

you understand?! God!!!! Oh my god!!!" I was reeling, flailing my

en a few steps backwards, probably realizing it wasn't th

eaming, until I did

wn the aisle with a look of panic and my mother was currentl

and immediately felt like a wild woman in her e

e crowd started to run towards me then. I flipped them all a middle finger while tearing across the manicured lawn towards the half stone wall. Picking up my heavy skirts and kicking up dirt in the gra

med in crazed anger as he t

and began to run down the sidewalk of Paris. I had no idea where I was going, no clue what I w

of it thanks to all the tears blocking my vision. I turned a corner and ran down another sidewalk away from the bustling traffic. I ran until my lungs fe

stone edge that separated me from the murkey depths. The only light

my own mixed feelings. A part of me was enraged at Viru and my mother, yet another part of me was absolutely terrified to be without him. I wanted to run back and beg him to stay with m