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, where i

ing?" Cianna's parents asked one question

It was Cianna's mom. She

ppening he

me next. Like Cianna's parents, they immed

ce of her departure. I don't know where to look for her. I almost checked all the records at the airport abou

ght in my aching jaw. I barely moved it because I felt it twist with the force

it true that you have an affair with your ex-fiancé?" That's Dad a

he just patted Mommy's hand. I lay down again

re a great shame! You're worthless!"

f you!" He shouted in my face again. I could hardly laugh at wh

o say when Cianna's Dad rushed at me. What he did to me was worse than the blow my father did. He punche

u, and I think so highly of you. I thought you were the right man f

fainting I still tried

ding instead of that woman?" I looked at Cianna's mom

you mean?

find out." she answ

still look for our daughter." Cianna's

ready know what's right and wrong! I didn't raise you like t

ay. But something else comes out of my emotions. I felt pity for myse

t liquid on my cheek. I quickly

y after I confirmed that it

hy are you c

eak, Rod! You

lf while still pu

left, they're gone.

enough! You're

and crying face. She w

ut of my sight!"

an your wound."

is woman

know how muc

any time I can hurt her b

stupid,

, s-so

Why is she so stupid? I told her not to

I call you husband

hought maybe I was asleep, so, her face w

ave no right to call me husband!

e was only for Thalia but I didn't, it seemed like she was

y disappeared. She no longer has the face of

as she apologized for inte

mile as she tries to call me 'husb

who will suddenly m

a wife for almost two years, she wa

ow that my lips an

re Ci

o come to me to

e, "That's enough Rod, you're

mn

I

is

you.

s you,

eems very impossible to bring bac

a

an i

she alrea

their value, don't ignore them. Because maybe one day, you'll

here?" I blinked when

with you?" she asked a little annoyed. She also dropped

eply, you're not in yourself! Rod, what's happening

aurant for our dinner date. It's o

lmed her down. It was g

I asked her. She briefly wiped her lips with

hed a sigh of relief

ou show up at our wedding?" Suddenly, h

y times have I told you that Cianna scared me?

sorry, I

e coming! It's what matters now. The two of us, having fun

." I just said whil

decided to drive Thalia

ve you." I said and kis

she answered sweetly. When she ent

the house, my body

w but I fee

ke somethin

s the

ome I see a smili

ked an

! Accept it, that she's not comi

I couldn't make progres

lready accepted t

everythin

een a

month sinc

'll just focus my a

I felt di

I still can't help but

a too? No! It's impossible! Th

do I feel

ess immediately envelops m

dn't be training myself to

her,

do I felt like I

mn

uch thoughts, m

ted before banging my o

topped when Ma

like I am not missing s

I was affected by Cianna's leaving

e for me to be affected

anyone how much I miss the woman I tramp

lier." She handed m

n I got the envelop

m I couldn't help but catch a g

traight to

been here. For almost two ye

hen she got sick and she needed th

o us, because of my drunkenness. I thought she's Thalia, so that thing h

er belongings had hearts. Her room cu

eat love for hearts, her own heart w

l I came across a red notebook with a heart design, it sat on th

iousity, I

ed as I read the

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t I found out today. What is it, Thalia Eurydi

r, and you know what? She was

e, he's the child's Dad, I gues

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e out of my mouth after I re

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doesn't seem to know, I think. What do I do, Diary? Please, help me! I hope

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the

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that he loves someone else. I don't want to ruin his relationship. But, Thalia i

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Is that why she really doesn't want Thalia and me to

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's wedding is tomor

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at she can't do it tomorrow, she can't come

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Rodleigh should have? Wow! I'm scared! I can not breathe! This i

od to hate me, I love him! I can't im

t she already has a child? Rod lov

t wasn't, because I was the one! She agreed for me to marry Rod! What kind of woman is she? I think she l

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e fvckin

eaten her life? Thalia li

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eeing each other, they have an affair! I don't know what I'm going to do! It's painful for me as his wife an

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with what I rea

n living with lies about