f our house to have my Mum

ou're ok!!"

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about you, he let us know, we were

t of weakness, they'd all be ready to have me lo

set and moment of weakness, walked it off now. You got

carries on I'd not have to think about killing myself my mum would do it for

to explain "but he isn't, I need time to get used to that, a

es, but I'm sorry, later you're going to be expected to be

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thday?" my Mu

.... Aunty Talia would have set up a massive pack birthday celebration for him, no doubt even

look to my Dad, hoping he would hear the pain

d put all that across to Uncle Grayson sweetheart, explaining you'd be struggling, that you'd be hurt and upset,

cumstances of what happened people may be reluctant to accept Anya as future Luna when so many had thought that would be you, when in truth none of us should have made assumptions, so he believes that

ry was my Uncle for real? He actually thought I would be ok with all of this? Does he even have a heart? I always

know that yet he was happy for that to happen so

unfair" I s

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all sympathetic and me having to act all brave and say I'm happy for Logan and Anya; not to mention what would be the most heart breaking

myself from that wate

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. I hate the fact my Uncle, one who apparently loves and cares for me would force me to go just to ease his own mind to ensure the pack would acc

rinsed my hair and reached for the towel hooked on th

door "LILAH!!" the voice was now louder and I could instantly recognise it as I

greeted with a grin as we headed to my bedroom. My friend was as tall as I wa

n to experiment with hair dyes and it had been pretty much every colour under the rainbow ever since. It was currently a brigh

d didn't care, she loved to be different, but she pulled it off e

g to my natural honey blonde, the most daring thing I'd done was let her give me highlights, but she was such a goo

azing friend in

couldn't help but smile. I know I had said I hadn't wanted her here, but I could see she had seen past t

preciate that right now when I

my bed and smiled softly, I don't think I had to say a word for my best fri

to make a big effort now knowing the focus of the party wouldn't be on me along

ide art so I was happy to let her take over, another reason she probably been right to come over after all....sh

nd chunky platform heels?" she suggested "basic but beautiful no? or we

top in there actually that would work. And I have those chunk

a wink. I wasn't going to argue with that, I likely needed help c

ot me to sit at the chair at my dressing table, slowly brushing out

was at the moment, being past her butt, mine hanging around somewhere between

her in the mirror as she brushes sections of my hair twisting them up into little knots and gripping them into place until most of my hair is twisted up on t

ped her arms round my neck to give me a hug and I knew what she was saying made sense, th

a light grey eyeshadow, smoky eyeliner and plenty of waterproof mascara just in case. I looked in the mirror when she'd done and I

g hug "thank you Indie" I feel her gr

nt to talk about it right now, but when you do I'm here. I also know tonight

description of him, she isn't

h you as much as I can, though I have been asked to help serve food

ave her there the entire time... I'd just say close by or