nt of worry on her face as she came over and sat down next to me.I slumped back on the sofa I was sitting on, feeling depressed. How did she find out I was at Roxanne'

uffer all the anguish that he caused you," she questioned with an arched brow.What if they kill Ivan? I was so badly bit on the lower lip, and I also didn't want to lose Ice's father.I groaned and then said, "I'm going out.""Are you fucking crazy?" I noticed the masculinity in Roxanne's eyes as she held my arm. "Who knows what he'll do to you?" She repeated, "Just wait for Ryan's people to arrive; they will save that animal."My eyes were watering, and I shivered. "N-No... Call them once more. Please refrain from what you're doing. Ivan was my life, so I feel bad for you. When you keep saying that, it's as if you've killed me." I wailed.When Roxanne tugged at her hair, I noticed that she was sobbing. "What was it, Rigella?! That's right, oh! Don't be too much of a martyr, okay? Just get rid of that fucker! We're having a hard time pretending you're stupid!" She shouted something at me as I sat on the floor, crying, as if something had struck my heart.What was happening to me had an impact on her as well. What made life so difficult? Why can't I feel joy? even merely once? even for a split second?I had trouble saying, since I was crying, "I'm sorry, Roxy. I'm sorry, best friend."I went up to her and gave her a hug. She grabbed my arm and stopped me as I started to move toward the door. I slid my eyes shut when I saw her crying."N-No, you're not coming out. You're just here. You're just here!" She let go of my arm, and I wiped her tears away.I took a sip. "I'm... "I'm sorry, but I love him, I love Ivan, and I can't stand if something bad happens to him." What I was about to say was