5 – Za

in front of him anymore. I was heartbroken that he felt this way because of how Lucas treated

because of me?

seeing the sadness in his expression. "You have scho

eping peacefully in his bed. He was such a lovely boy who deserved nothing but pure love from

drink might help me relax. But I wasn't prepared for Lucas to show up, seemingly in need of a drink as well. I grabb

said to Lucas, handing

nking too?"

rse, wh

ake a scene. Then you'll be too

tinued to chat, we ended up drinking one bottle each, then two, then three. I lost

admit I was a late bloomer! But it was okay, I trusted Lucas not to take advantage if I ended up passing out fr

anding up. I needed to use the bathr

to come with y

my own," I said, even though I felt slightly d

wave of drowsiness that washed over me. Upon entering the ba

voice calling me from outside, but I

to the intense sleepiness. I was fine just a moment

rned. My mind screamed that he

ar

left the bathroom. On our way to the living ro

I'll get you some hot w

quickly closed them again. The room was spinning, and I felt incredibly

drink

of salt. Gradually, I felt a bit of reli

ured, starting to f

ll take you t

go to sleep," I dismissed him, lea

ucas insisted, lifti

, put m

hame over the incident in the bathroom. He was the one who had adjusted my sleeping short

dged my bedroom doo

blanket over me. As he tucked me in, our eyes met. Our

ous for me, certainly! Yet, I couldn't deny the heat t

I found myse

an't take advantage o

ow," I confessed, trying to wriggle out f

ut this is

e? Jus

ra.

ake matters into my own hands. I pulled his face down to min

" He c

op. Slowly, hesitantly, he reached out to touch me

h, I stripped him of his clothes. We were both bare, but I didn't feel the chi

s kind of pleasure. I explored him, and then slowly

idn't heed his warning. The sudde

you," he

time!" I protested, even

still straddling him. He kissed

scaped my lips as I f

gentle, but then he beca

He explored every inch of me, leaving me breathless an

nsation was overwhelming, and I craved release. I want

od...

ly. I tried to match his rhythm until I could no

times I called out his name as we b