baby, I was running a DUI check. Margaret, m
so nervous after she got into my police car. She kept comforting me and asked
baby. I peeked at my wife every now and then, because I was so afraid that somethin
ngs that could happen. I tried r
ucky for us, there was a parking space across the street from the
e last time
sh. She got out of the car and stood on the sidew
r expression didn't even have time to cha
straigh
knees trying to drag my wife out. She
threw up straight on the road. I didn'
I was saying. I took my wife to the hospital and cal
y that I started to think. I became more and more afraid, crouching in
started sobbing and ended up crying ou
. All I could think about was my wife. I was so scared
friend all came. Ava's boyfriend was a police officer,
asked the man why he was on that road because he was going the wrong way. If he hadn't made
way. He was so scared that he wanted to run away. He was driving the wrong way and there were ca
we would run into such an idiot. He then asked the driver to na
the person was, w
s Mar
I check. To show off my job as a traffic cop, s
tweet and chose to ch
no mind for them. I just
doctor came out and tol
couldn't suppress my hatred for her
teeth. She fell to the ground with a thud, an
ried, yelling that
the phone, telling his family that he had been unlucky enou
e was nervous and told me not to be re
head in a
but I was dying to
ver his head. My colleagues came to pull me away. I kept kicking h
fucking calm dow
trash can, so scared that he cried and
and knocked him to the flo
so they quickly pinned me down. They took Margare
see my wife's body. She
y wife a
ight because of a man's drunk driving! My wife was sta
tal crying, holding my wife's
led to say that I might be punished for hitting the culprit. My captain talked back, saying if
ice to me and my wif
work as a c
fe's death because Margaret
o that job n
hole day looking at pictures of my wife, listening
perpetrator's fa
s also pregnant. She apologized as soon as she arrived and sai
nant woman was not easy and that if her husband went to pr
now what would happen to her child or how could the child ke
at least all of
going to have a baby. What was wrong with being a
.
t about
ait to come out into this world and be my li
t about
one I wanted to protect all my li
to settle the matter privately. She questioned what more I wanted since they had
her in the face if sh
jail because I wanted to kill her and her baby. She asked me to put myself in her shoes. She said I should have
t sign the letter of understanding a
more, because I knew I was going t
ut. She told me
, birds of a feath
an asshole, and
like them had had the let
et sig
the news, I f
et's door and dema
e. Nathaniel White, my wife's father, came out and aske
hat Margaret come out becaus
hat I said a lot
go in and hit her, so she
went to the same police academy. Later, I beca
love with us because they admired the police when t
there, he kept pulling me
would he shoot me? I said that was acceptabl
and told me in earnest that my
who killed my wife while drunk driving didn't run awa
and was willing to pay 120,000 dollars. She said the killer would
r older daughter was gone, she just wanted to take the money to support her younger daughter. Sh
my wife and f
y wife were twins. They
really upset me. She said her sister had gone, but she was up ther
face reminded
the academy. At that time, I was too naive a
t the country, his family, and those who needed to be protected. She added
o give vent to my anger. She'd thin
r, I softened and we
off work and stayed with me al
ury reache
m's family, the perpetrator was giv
mn
p, but I hated the traffi
told me to get over it
perpetrator. When he was released from prison, I
tered the restaurant, I saw him celebrat
ere celebrating that he didn't need to serve time, that he was no
bly stunned
and asked him if
aid
dn't finish middle school. You didn't go to work after you got married. Instead, you spent all your time dr
t about
dren, and visit lonely elderly people every winter. She signed up for organ don
Compared to my wife, you really
speak, probably because he stil
you living? The death of someone as good as my wife ended up giving you a rep
eally knew he was wrong and that he would n
wife had given her life for him to start all over and th
ver again. I wanted to drive away, but I was in so much pain that I couldn't breathe. My grief was overwhelming.
I sat up, I saw Jacob come out drunk. And mo
deva
unk drivi
e a dog returni
was still on probation, and if he got caught ag
nt to report hi
ast. It was no use
after him. He was driving really fast, but I was drivi
stop him. When he got out of the car,
as wrong and asked me not to call the police. He knew
a hard push. I asked him what he
rove to a hotel not far away because he was
d I beli
ed him, and the more I missed my wife. I grab
t broke. I didn't care about the consequences. A
p, but it was late, and
he was wrong. I gritted my teeth to calm
side me. And then he pulled an extendable
his grandmother
st his wrist. He made a conscious effort to
ne move, but I ground his f
rpower him. I wanted
uld kill him, but I grabbed hi
off. Anyway, he couldn't he
him. He pushed me awa
he jumped of
n 30 feet high, and the
ridge. I ran under the bridge and saw him ly
and checked his br
not bre
as d
at all. Instead, I was thinking that
s body and could
or me to turn myself in and say I killed him. I wish
e, I didn't thin
shit. Why would I get both m
weren't up and running yet, so I carried his body u
down the river because I knew there
d, and I was able to avoid everyt
riverside. It was dark an
After making sure that nothing was wrong, I releas
ret it. I ju
serve
the river with increasing relief. Just
thought it was a phone fraud, but on second thought, I di
the phone and a
a woman said, "You kille
trembled as if I had
re you talking a
to where you dumped the b
deed four tre
nk, and I felt m
id tha
ne been w
neighborhood tied a camera to the tree to record the bird-hatching process. It's an observation diary assigned by the teacher t
I grabbed my phone and
and saw a ca
lp but ask, "
ans. It has a dashcam, but it has long malfunctioned and hasn't been repaired. It doesn
t is
take Maple Avenue on your way b
sked, "Who on
of your bus
mera into the river blankly and w
my teeth and decided not to go home from Map
e tweet of a former colleague sayin
another vehicle, triggering a five
e from that road, I would have b
d me. She seemed to know that a car accident was
uld sh
and couldn't
death. I thought I'd b
n my arms, listening to the voice mes
oday. Be careful on your missi
ook dinner now. If you have to work overtime, I'll get everything ready and
n't sto
edding photo, I told her th
g guilty, I felt
probably would have kille
at did those innocent people do wron
thing. I was
, "I miss you. I miss you so much. I miss every da
sage, but she
.
back, but for some reason, I found that the record had somehow dis
s str
hell was
. I should have saved it if I'd known something like that was gonna happen.
it out. It just so happened that my dog was hungry.
. My wife n
man back then. My wife's best friends and classmate
h her own savings and claimed that I
y, I accidentally dro
t with myself
bought a diamond ring with her savings. She didn't get paid
o forgive me for my stupidity. I said, "Just hit
ngry, she hugged m
angry, and she said somet
s yourself the most for losing the
new she would be the
jewelry store and bought a new diamond rin
biting my lost diamond ring box on the side of the road whil
was interesting, so we kept the dog in the hope tha
longer careless and d
and could often under
ctions such as going out to play,
ath. It always stayed quietly a
gotten through
s in my arms, playing her voice messages. Mojo stay
Jacob's death, a police
Ava's b
criminal cop. In fact, he was more promising than
. He and Ava had been helping
his men, and he didn't cons
ate. Jacob was an adult, so the police wouldn't ac
t that criminal cop
to me and asked me how
and said I was h
sly, "There's something awkward. Now we suspect you
said. "Why are you in charg
rby at the time. You were last seen leaving with him, and you had a conflict with him before. The police suspected you
ome that wa
ou leave afte
d that I couldn't breathe or drive. I
in the car. Can I have a look at the contents of your d
erything on it and save them on my computer and my phone. I keep them all at home because it's the on
.
th her hands and feet, telling me how to back up. When I finishe
ing someone else's car. She would throw herself into my arms, and we would lie on the hood of the car together, w
.
eautiful scenes
telling me not to feel sad. He said that if something
n me and that he would he
cause there was no evidence to prove that I was involved in Jacob's disappearance. He also told me t
t he asked me to do him a favo
men he brought with him were serious. They looked inside
o my apartment and sat down, deeply re
, my phone rang agai
number on the screen. I couldn't reme
ne and panted with
sounded again. "Is
"Can't you check i
wer
" I r
ly got excited.
he morning,
o you that hasn't been found yet. When you hit J
es
ass with his blood stuck in the right rear wheel of you
ed in surprise. "And how did y
nd get your
us, I hurried to the balcony, only to se
rs smoking and saunt
n was rig
ually wear slippers. It just so happened that I w
s fast as I could. My apartment was on the third floor, so i
on properly, so I accident
me falling down the stairs
left. "Let's go out to
truction and ran strai
y run to my car
roperly, and patted the dus
ar. It caught William's attention. William sq
illiam asked, "Ar
her tonight? I've been too unkempt lately.
nkle. "Is a haircut so important to you?" he
rprise, "She's gone, and ther
not in the mood to do anything, bring your
ther time. I need you to take Mojo ou
rig
ked at his two men and saw that
eel and saw the splin
ne could see it if
it away and
d the door and looked carefully at m
I'm le
the neighborhood. After driving some dis
was c
lmost d
one rang again,
saw it was that s
d it and answe
Don't worry, you had the scene taken good care of. I just need to tell you what you missed. You're not a criminal cop,
ell are yo
eally wan
urse,
I have a que
t is
ob die? Don't beat around the
woman knew everything about me,
when I think of the death of s
to start all over again
night, he might have killed another innocent person! What did ordinary people do wrong? They
ing about Jacob or
t them to jail, and they said they would never do it again
ou. The outcome of the game will determine whether we will continue to contact each
s it?"
he alley behind 28
. I held my phone
I go
woman was, but she r
e, gritted my teeth
the woman was and why she
s an old place that was about to be
ojo in the car and headed down the al
down the alley, only to
y, a girl was naked and had
crying in a corner, tear
with his pants half off. H
at all that with
*c
wearing and punched