any times she woke up crying and
those dreams would probably be the perfect way to start a day. However, Allen wasn't just anyone else, and those drea
it's the fact that those dreams are memories of a time long gone and how they kept on reminding
ome of those thoughts would sympathize with her sadness; the rest would pity her for all the things th
, Allen. Sorry, I can't let you go; you are mi
tand him a little, but he w
don't go anywhere;
um
as never completely succumb
her bedroom. Her baby, six years old now, with jet black hair, rosy
r, come h
lexander Jam
cause half of her soul had left. She didn't even pack anything when she left-just the key to her worn-down bike-and drove way past speed limits away from the streets of the city. She lived on the streets scared that he would
ery patient with her despite Allen's clear intention of ending her life. She literally fought Alvin tooth a
ff the hospital's roof had Alvin not shouted o
re so for telling Allen about her pregnancy. The news made Allen fr
actually. She was inconsolable from then on. She was wailing like a wounded animal, scratching her skin until it tore open, and stopping only because she w
he should do next. Bringing Alexander to the world safely had been her first thought and instantly became her numb
e that was partly broken when she saw her husband's true face. Alexander became Allen's sole purpose for living her life, her only reason to keep a
ed into her embrace, tipping Allen's body back to the bed and burying h
er says in a mumble, still l
st let out are completely differe
plies with a firm kiss to the top
like this: Alexander cuddles his mother as best h
wn, yet it never stops Allen from carrying her son in her arms to get down the stairs and into the kitchen every morning. It has become a littl
ith amusement clear in her tone. "I swear you
e held back her laughter when she heard the pride loud and clear in Alexa
s not quite convinced by Alexander's statement. "An
ttitude. From a clingy baby hiding away in his mother's arms, Alexander suddenly pulls his head back to fa