on't like
a few lockers down. They looked at me suspiciously and then decided to find
ue, and the other was yellow. I felt annoyed as I read th
the programs mentioned on the papers I was holding. My stomach felt uneasy, and I nervously bit my lip as
of these stone walls. Sliding into my seat in history, I undid the backpack on my shoulder and let it drop unceremoniously to the ground. I had to play the par
igraphy handwriting danced across the page, providing dates, times, and locations, plus a few ideas on what we would possibly be performing. Many would be singing,
The play would be put on for the entire city-four shows-at a cost of $8 per ticket. All proceeds would be split 5
toms stemming from the denial of my body's basic desires were steadily worsening. My 'Slime', code
e to school. The words had tumbled out of my shaky mouth and into th
adore had been an abject failure. There had been no development that would
ighting chance. They deserved the ability to leave and find a w
musical audition. An open audition scared the living crap out of me. Being in that situat
my direction, assessing my every move. I avoided speaking directly with her, despite my love for her
antly crossed as she sat in her rolling office chair. "I don't want to have to fai
s, Her accent was still slightly halted, and sh
pered, glaring around the empty clas
lasses perched on her petite nose. She curled her plump lips inward, crossing her arms
clenched as I answered, tired of t
you be more active in the class? Have you considered extrac
nothing you can do. No, I don't want to join your club or your sport
as tiring. I really just wanted to be
you live by yourse
that's any of
lled. "I worry a
worry about me, t
your a
ut to roll my eye
the books on her desk and handed me the yellow flyer. "Th
n eyebrow,
other judges. The other judge
ho
They will help me make the final decision. Typically, it would be Miss Bellamy from the
et from her fingers and leaned my hi
isper, "we'd like to keep the lucky
eeth sank into my bottom lip as I considered the offer. No cameras? No recordings? Seal
tood, stacking her papers on her desk with a
t this. I knew I was
'll see
re were my fears again, clouding my brain and making me queasy. I found the reassur
ngle microphone was positioned in the middle, nearly at the front edge of the black stage. I glar
theater. I grasped the mic in my hands and nodded to
ning before winding down the lyrics. Butterflies unfurled in my chest as I began to sing. It was the first time in a long ti
smile and hurried out of the theater to my Jeep. When I was safely inside, heading
ing had
g had made
he singing that w