hat's to avoid a lot of things that could go wrong in the OR," he says and looks at me as he shut

n your undergrad class of MBChB, where

rd is clean, with neatly trimmed bushes and a healthy green field that has

s almost every day, some of them are young kids who had a bright future and some are good senior citizens who've enjoyed life. You aren't allowed to build

e and it's through the kitchen. It's bigger than mine, that's fo

w all

It screams that he lives alone, the mix-matched colors and weird placement of furniture. He has a fixed flat-screen TV, b

ntion as I look around and sit down

" he an

ntioned bringing him back to the talk a

s directly in front of me, taking m

how long have you been w

e question,"

o know all that you've said

and jolt like it's been shocked by electricity

en saying this entire time, he is us

ton? Rest on the couch, c

s it a rub. I can't close

my eyes, Dali," I worry an

e my eyes. And for the first time in weeks, it's not because I'm crying myself to sleep or got drunk and passed out on the floor. It's optional. "There was too much blood, it was everywhere. On the walls, the fridge, the chairs. Everyt

ught with David before he found a good spot to stab multiple times. It was never a mistake, the ki

should've fought harder but didn't, they always claimed that they'd p

u blame

nd. "I fault them for not fighting harder for their lives but I couldn't have contr

they feel and release it when they're alone."

you do the job with no tears, otherwise, why did

ith him. Not here and not right now. "No, I'll t

; I can't pack

t as such. I don't know how to filter out the Job and live as Lisa and not Dr. Joy Miller. I have t

not a surgeon first but a human being that has feelings and emo