ght outside the packhouse. I swing the door open and rush inside. Some of the people insi

r a small 'come in'. I open the door more carefully this time, not wanting to make him angry. I close the do

They're as gre

Pinewood and vanilla. Yum. Mate?! My wolf howls on the i

Alphas son. My mate is an Alpha! I take a step towards him, expecting

second?" He asks his father and he nods. Amavi

feel sparks go up my arm. He leads me outside. He

stake" he mumbles quie

re too fat, ugly, and disgustin

make their way down my cheeks. I have never felt this hurt before. I don't

u, Amelia Thoroddsen to be my mate and Luna of this pack" he says t

like half of my soul has been ripped away from me. My wolf shut herself off when he rejected me. I

pack house. I keep on running until I get to my house and run st

ome clothes in it and closes it. I hear several footsteps making their way up the

er Walter asks worried through the door. I ope

headache" I answer him now sit

ust ask. We'll be downstairs" he respond

n dusty ground. I zip it open and takes out a pencil and a paper. Then I let my hand move on it's own for a while and then the paper i

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ast step into the forest, but something stops me. It feels like somebody is watching me. I turn around and look at the big house behind

is body towards her and kisses her on the lips. She moves her hands to his hair and her fingers are soon entan

manwhore and a player and she's a slut who is trying

m think that I actually care. I smile pack at him and gives him a thumb up, encouraging him. His smirk fades away and a frown makes i

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y heart. I colapse on the dirty ground and clutches me chest in pain. I le

" my wolf

eam back at her

with Gwen right now" She says

ask her and I can see how

t it! He doesn't want

et and brush of the dirt on my clothes. I starts to walk again, just to be con

oing it again" I

re turning for the fir

. But you're not supposed to go through it alone. You're mate is supposed to help you and calm y

ying to control the pain but I don't succeed. I let out a high scream and rol

ng I have ever done. I try to stand up on my feet, but I fall down on the ground again. I shift my

d up again and th

Isn't th

ut the pain

s find a lake so that we

arts to run. I take in a deep breath and millions of smells embraces me on the s

slows down our speed and I notice that we are now standing infront of a lake. I take a step forward so th

ide and see that I have a small dot of white fur behind my left ear. I l

ly one. I continue to look at my wolf and I look into my own eyes. Silver eye

I hear bushes moving behind me. I quickly turn around and

ell and a turn my head to the left and

ilver