d by the hot tears in my eyes, I thought of all
d a party.
fuck ha
couldn't think o
was Damon laying down, in th
't cold. I wasn't hot. I
g at the top of my lungs befo
!!" My voice
he sound of my heartbeat. It was like everything and everyone
o the night as my broken body fr
n, p
ddess,
ugh the eerily night, slicing through the sil
n goddess Damon died. The only man that I have bee
way under me, and I fell to t
s radio
ng for me to try and process everything
heavy so I just
pened" the moon g
ce broke badly. "We were fine right...right before the party. I don't k
ed to
ything went south for Damon, for the both of us "or the foods. Jasmine gave us food. Alicia brought the drink
es on the trees around and
?" the moon goddess asked after a short s
ddess, we were fine ... I ...I promise you were were" It felt like my heart was being opened an
oddess called aga
my heart breaking at every word I
our loss" the moon
n me. Realization hit me so hard that I s
ss
y voice was laced
le
!" I have lost count of how
le
sil
went to my knees, my two palms
d softly. Even in the moonlight night, I could tel
ld and I wondered what she looked like. If she had anyo
to do, Lily?" the m
like I had been waiting for
" her voice soundi
I nodded my head vigo
IN OF REVELATIONS is situated
der at what might
egan, her voice ending my tr
igger lump got stuck there and as much as I swallowed, refused
goddess reaffirmed her statement. The ti
life?" the moon goddes
nd willing my heart not to b
needs to be the ladder for it to climb a
our mate died, that would have been e
in the world, moon
o take his place...you can just check how h
nd why he died and what next, moon goddess?" I am starting to cry now. "Do I want to know what happened or if it's natural or not? Yes, but that doesn't solve anythin
ly is a lot" the
g as I began shakin
ss cuts in. Her voice slices through the thoughts
e floor, my mind blank. A sens
ly.
o hurt that I pushed her to the deep
hinking about it"
in thought trying
together with him? How do we fulfill all our
just make sense.
d to the front of my head. "You can't Lily, we can't
on; Lily.
your life for him and he lives but you die. What does it
ated to anyone else" I had always wanted to be Damon's first and last. We
mourn you but I don't see how that is possible. He wil
se we
My shoulders hung on my bod
ence like I was being mad
eady for w
y life for
always known that and I wa
e same for me" I
," Ann ch
w!" I snapped at her as sh
, come f
e entrance was foggy; it was
n, child. W
mind, moon godd
ou wa
it was out of pain, now it was something different. I