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hat delved deeper and deeper even when I tried not to t

ughts all over hell's half acre. My shoulders were slumped and

e sheets. The knock sounded again and it took a while to recov

n my bed all day but that couldn't happen. I muttere

ith her. She gasped with her eyes going wide

ok that bad in

the Alpha's mother has asked me t

bed. My knees were weak from holding me up. "Bring out s

es,

or, I shook my head at my sorry self. My eye bags were bad and ther

vering it up. I thanked her and rushed for bre

in my heart and no turbulence in my head.

had a smile on his face while he ate- t

sounded elated. "You're here. We've been

ove shaped bow lip and her body figure was very matured. Her boobs were

y was she here? She had no

fast," Aunt explained. She probab

or you," Lexie said and nervous

aw

ew I s

no joke. I had lost Karson

*

y. It was just that one time but it sent a clear

with a thudding heart an

e mad so they could find an excuse to kick me out but Karson didn't need an excus

ck? Why were they keepin

nd I was sinking deep into depression. I picked up more work than usual. An

tsoever but after a week, I noticed the workload started to reduce. The usual heap o

nts to the Gamma of the Pack. He was arranging a few files for me

of late," he was one of the few who could speak freely to me despite my Lu

all the work?" I wanted to sink into work and nothi

shared some of your

did you just say?" Raphael met my gaze with caution. He was prob

m I doing something wrong? Di

right from the very beginning," he encouraged, pulling me out fr

s," I said more to myself, trying to understand the situa

t and my heart sank. "You've bee

apologetic face. "I simply carried out the order. Maybe you could ask him sometim

ead around. I swallowed hard as I looked around

his? Was he trying to ridicule my

ay immediately. "Would you like ic

he door when he turned to face me. " Let's go for a smoke break instead," I ne

n?" He asked, so

to smo

*

seriously. Day by day I did less work but I occupied

nd it helped me l

t evening, smoking again whe

urrowed brows. I wasn't expecting anyone. Plus K

is

had me slamming the cigarette on the ashtray. I ca

beating wildly in my chest. After I sniffed the air and made sure t

in a composed manner with her head tipped up. Aunty coul

enthusiasm than normal and

r to my room so we could talk?" She wondered, heading to the dropped curtains.

light. I preferred the dark and gloomy ar

n the mirror and call myself a Lu

tertwined my fingers over my thighs as I stood by t

irection, "Oh? That's a fir

y even knew half of it. "Not at all," I shook my head. If K

I. I wondered how she would react to Karson finally fin

me. It hurt that Karson already did but it would hurt me more and rip my heart out if

omorrow," she announc

ed forward to was now insigni

ps are you working

red with tears, "No, that's impossib

yday and you're doing good," she

s though a dam was about to break. I felt like a worthless piece of crap. Karson coul

woman" in their relationship. I was an outsid

Karson to acknowledge my love for him and my efforts to ma

e I recovered myself. She wrapped her arm

ne," she reassured and I nodded even though I knew things wouldn't

at he had done rather than allow myself to wa

birthday with me. I took a shower and by evening I was heading to Karson's room. My head was throbbing from a

fter practicing controlled breat

e my heart melt. For a second there I wo

been a while since I stepped into his personal space. The las

He had moved back to his old room. While everything was familiar in here, th

his chest and bulging muscles. Whe

His voice interrupted my thoughts and gone was t

tone especially with the way he gazed a

ed answers. You handed part of my duties to Lexi

n, "It's been a week already. Why i

uestion him. I should've headed into hi

sn't doing right," I stated while trying to keep a straight f

d the Packs finances very well while making sure there's adequate supply of eve

deputy Luna? It is unheard of that Luna's duties are g

my duties now. As you can see," he lifted

enly dismissing my question about

heets, wondering if he had ever taken Lexie here and did to he

ate and gentle? Did

silence. He had turned his attention back to his w

and I doubted he even

eadache but by morning after throwing up a

. I got naked and stood in front of a mirror. My breas

had spared me a minute or more

It was only a matter of time before Karson would welcome his

his side. I did the only thing I could do at this point; the only th