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l through the drive home, I had hated myself. It felt like I

'd want to continue with the engagem

had been the same. Maybe he'd even suggest I'

n my face. "Emily, is anything wrong?" She asked, coming tow

r anymore. Was it for sleeping with a s

, then led me to the sofa gent

I said, and her eyes wi

what? I

oom. He... he didn't even think of the fact that I've loved him with my all, and tr

hat a good quality? It shows that I do not depend on his money. That lady he was sleeping with is definitely

ometimes. They just have to have everything. You shouldn't blame yourself for their lack of self contr

cheating on me? Since when had

doing that, or if it just happened once, so don't hurt yourself by trying to determine by yourself. Our minds are not always right. We always find e

." I i

u want to do n

n waiting for this for months, and have made huge preparations, but if John's cheating, an

ll cheat when we get married. I can't keep on hurting myself, so I think

ave me a comforting hug, w

t for me. I had no appetite, but was going to eat. John wasn't

e selecting a pair of boyfriend jeans, and a pleated pink

purse, and

eamed vegetables, and honestly, it was proba

eef in the broth, and mu

if John were the o

to be breakfast, Dahlia checked to

if John gets violent when provoked because you've never provoked him, so be car

e the heavens were giving me signs not to go. The traffic was hot, an

my head, I went back to the spring day when John had brou

rry trees, and had sat on the green grass, which wa

eautiful."

n, yet the sky's cle

t look special, but because you're here talking to me, laughing, and letting me stare at you, it

vely of yo

o break up with you. We don't have to ever break up. I mean, beautiful days like this don't have to end. Do you... do you think we should get m

shouted, trying to stop him from

f grass, made it into a ring,

this on m

roaned, and had f

to grow flowers that bloomed

oved me with everything he had. Wher

ange to think that that John had let another lady atop him. It was very strange.

cars, and car owners, who looked

. Funny enough, I ordered a mini-fan online, and got it still in

house, the sun

e, and walked in, but I needed to establish the fact that we were going

e door after m

g like he had a sleepless

it was my favorite spot in his house, but stopped at the sta

kwards till I was standing next to a large,

as the third, and was imbued with mystical protecting powers. The first and second had been broken, and the one

eading tone, but I stayed rooted to the spot I was, until h

's something I need to tell you before..."

say. I need to explain. The way things are, I do not like

John. You don't look anythin

e. Mistakes like that n

epeat themselves?" I

ieve me. I just... Last nigh

cause sleeping with her wo

rtbreak. You... you see... she's had

will let those feelin

This is a mistake every m

t." I said, in a voic

the truth. No matter what, I a

him backwards. So, you're trying to tell me. 'Emily, every man has cheated once, so let this go.'? You think it

" He ca

it! Then

to happen. You're go

It's not a mistake every fe

't have to act this way. It was j

d my voice rose to a

good memories we shared. It turned you into the man I hate, it made me into a pathetic fool. It makes my heart hurt ev

all just to satisfy him. You're a fool who took me for granted, and e

, I'm

of me. I can't believe I wasted my time on you, John. If one woman is enough to sway you, then wh

re no longer engaged." I spat, and wrenched his ring off my finger, throwi

ce was pu

.. yeah,