TER
ducked back, wrinkling my nose, as the old woman scre
the sky bruising with impending rain. I needed t
s urgent voice filling the gas station. "Recent wolf sightings i
loser. Coleman 's men. His wolves. Tracking
nce I'd left part of my soul behind in that dank bathroom. Sin
an .
ink it. He wasn't mine
che in my bones whis
or c
Henry, his crooked name tag read. He looke
ld re
rking lot. Empty for now. But I couldn't shake the feeling of
up. I didn't blame him. What was one more wary
college kids use to party,"
Better than risking my name, eve
ttered, headin
lled after me, a tinge of accu
im think what he wanted. He didn't know. Cou
rgrown weeds and skeletal trees. I parked the van in the weed-choked
d out, knife a reassuring weight in my jacket pocket. The door groane
Mold and rat droppings and the faint t
l me
jagged holes punched through the plaster underneath. In the last bedroom, faded pink r
I could
, canteen, granola bars. Knife under the
dn't banish his face looming out of memor
e. Not now. Not ever a
nd my own end. No one, not even my s
every instinct screamed to go t
d me under, his howl echo
der. To rain drumming the old roof. To the
d fou
bag, my knife, scanning the rain-lashed windows. Lightning forke
, fur slicked to his powerfully muscled frame. Eye
lungs. Coleman . He'd
r
glass and some deep, denied part of me
h in a silent s
n I
plintering wood as I hit the front door. Wolfen howls rose
sprinted for the van. I wrenched the door open, scrabbli
he slick road. My headlights caught the blur of dark bodi
meter climbing. Coleman loped almost casually at t
it. The weight. Like a to
't go back. Couldn't be what he wanted. What I fea
igh beams stabbing through the downpour. I j
The world pinwheeled, metal screaming. Glass shattering. I felt the van
ro
nging silence and the
ts. Cold, wet grass under my cheek. The
kknifed through my skull, my arm. I
. God.
lching through mud. The overwhelming scent of
mbled. "No, go awa
he rain. "I'm here. I've got you." Large hands infinitely gen
It hurt. Everything hurt. "I'll never
na ." His voice cracked. "For all of
he fog. "To make me a freak? A monster like you?" I tried to wrenc
move. You're bleeding. I
n his face swaying above me. Etched w
eyes flickered wolf-silver in th
reserve of defiance. "You really believe that, d
whispered. Reverent.
with vicious precision. "Whatever this is, this...obsession. This claim you've convinced yourself y
n't." His eyes searched mine, desperate. Pleading. "I know yo
to a gagging cough. "That's just it. I'm not. I'm my own. My s
ena
t takes a lifetime. I'll...I'll never sto
impressed under the frustration. "What could possibly be wo
lass in my throat. "I'd rather die my
sed, bracing for anger. For him to lash out. To
with unshed tears. With an emotion so vast,
master. Don't you get it? You're the one who holds m
in my closed throat. He couldn
you to my will. You're a force of fucking nature. Wild and fierce and free. Trying to quell that would b
her. Had spent more time running and chasing
s
ery line of his expression. "I just want a place in your untamed heart, Elena . To run besi
lled-off part of me straining toward him. Towar
whisper
razored lump of my fear. My desperate, clawing need to
"Then I'll let you go. I'll walk away...and keep walking until
Barely daring to brea
for you forever, Elena . Through lifetimes.
salt-sting mixing with the rain. I tried
. "Shit, baby, I'm sorry. You're hurt and here I am running my damn mouth." He
s dear, beautiful face. Hardly breathing. Ha
met mine, midnight dark and depthles
battered, yearning heart. That small, deni
st. Stripping myself bare. "I'm...I'm sca
huddering over my cold skin. "Scared of losing you. Scared of faili
sounded so simple. So
red against his lips. "I'm...I'm not
you, Elena Rose. It's what called to me. What made my soul sing." His mouth quirked. "Lovin
e. Or maybe it was a sob. "That...
"Yeah. I know. But I had to say my piece before you...before I let
. Something in me easing
eight, preparing to rise. To leave. "Yo
the wary hope kindling in his gaze. "What if...wh
eeming to breathe. "You mean that
iff, aching body mold to his hulking warmth. "I want...I want
wondering. A glimmer of white tee
ile. "Don't get too excited. I
d nothing, cradling me to his broad ch
of his heart. Let it lull me as he carried me into the rain
ybe...toward somet