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party and gets me a necklace instead of a ring. but I was taught never to show emotions. Don't let your man see you upset my mama always said, but I was ti

ready for marria

ect. Doesn't that mean we

you. I only get to see the made-up version of you. The fake one that you pretend to be for eve

going to marry

ot what I

ut this. You should just leave. If yo

eal you. Let's stop with all this nonsense. I didn't say we will never

pposed to go. I have done eve

perfectly into a neat little box Naki

ing to plan. What do you need m

nk something was wrong with you," Tre

what I need is time alone to think about

sure ab

just

lling my mother. She was going to handle this worse than I was. It broke my heart hearing the man I loved the man

xplain everything to my mama, but I just couldn't tonight. I wasn't strong enough to deal with her just ye

natural as I could be right now. I needed to feel real after what Trent had said to me. I have hit a roa

I heard a knock on my door. I wondered who it could be. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I thought about just ignoring it. I turned

nt it could only be one of two people. It was either Trent or my mama. Neither of which I wanted to deal with again

as not in the mood for this right now. I am thirty years old not a baby anymore. She needed to realize that. I was done being her Barbie doll. I

a's

the hell are

too mama. What ar

our man. Then I come here, and you look like this. Where is Trent? Has he seen you like this? No won

get

use

ard me

you, di

leave, and now I am

n fool. Enjoy

e? How could she ruin all my hard work? I raised her better than this. How dare she talk to me like that. She was lu

n. I mean she dressed like a slob. I am the one who picks out her clothes to make sure she's perfect. I have done her hair eve

get another man like him. I wasn't going to let her ruin this. She needed to be better so he would marry her. She must have done something wrong